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MOVE-D!

2009-06-11T03:52:00.005+08:00

MOVED AGAIN!

PLEASE CLICK HERE!

SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED!

<3 meiyun

2009-02-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

<3 meiyun

2009-01-27T23:52:00.003+08:00

I FEEL EMO!
):

Last night.
I cried.

Just some random thoughts.
Random memories.
Random feelings.
Everything's random.

When things happen...
Who do you count on?
Best friends?
Good buddies?
Family?
Think you know who to count on..
Think again.

Sometimes.
Even in the brightest world.
One might still feel very very alone.
That's how I feel I guess.

All along..
I thought...
Oh...
Never mind.
Who bothers anyway.

Things never get easier as it comes.
It only gets more complicated.
More tougher.
All the talk about life being easy as it passes.
It's all crap.
All a practiced line from a script.

What I feel.
Is a new feeling.
I don't what it is.
But it's screwing me up.
And I don't know who is there for me.

I hate this annoying feeling in my heart.
I hate me.

GOODBYE.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-27T01:22:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year.
(:

Monday 26 January 2009

1st day of CNY.

My dad offered me beer.

And my uncle toasted to me.

Wishing me good luck this year.

Weird...!

Tuesday 27 January 2009

My heart feels heavy..

Was it because I was reminded of the unhappy past?

Or was it beacuse I know that

whatever I said came from my heart?

Something that I usually never admitted.

It feels weird.

It made me sad.

To hear myself admit those stuff.

It made me realize what kind of a person I really am.

My heart just feels so...

Heavy.

For the first time.

My heart pounded like I was about to pass out soon.

And when I walked away.

It felt heavy.

The truth hurts.

The past hurts.

But we all move on, don't we?

Where does this leave me?

Back to square one I suppose.

I need to be left alone.

I haven't felt like this in ages.

It feels like I have lost someone.

Like the night of 28 June 2007.

The night when I felt true heartache.

[[...Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep

But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

-I hate this part by The Pussycat Dolls...]]

<3 meiyun

2009-01-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

A day before CNY and I'm sick.
(:

Wish me luck.
I feel like dying already.
(:

_____________________________________________________

I Hate This Part

We're driving slow
Through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear

Now we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know (i know) this is (this is) the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

Oh
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

__________________________________________________________

Work today was alright.
(:

On a small note.
My heart feels so weird today.
I'm torn within.

Alrights.
Bye.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-24T23:41:00.010+08:00

Updates yo!

Friday 23 January 2009

TPM quiz in the morning.

It didn't even felt like a quiz okay!?

Thanks Stephanie for the sweets which I savoured during the quiz.

Went to Beauty World hawker for lunch.

Ryan gave me, Fran and Yong Quan a ride since we had to go back to school for project immediately after lunch.

That's Ryan driving...

ME!

HAHAHAHA.

Finished with lunch.
And back to school for IMS project with Ryan, Yong Quan and Fang Yu.

I'm just glad that it was productive.

We managed to finish up some stuff and all.

Let's get down to work!

Stressed!!!

Look at Yong Quan's face! HAHAHA!

BUSY. BUSY. BUSY.

Met up with cousin at night to get my CNY shopping done.
Managed to get a bottom from Topshop and a bag from Far East Plaza.
(:
Dinner-ed at Pepper Lunch.
And headed home.

Oh...
The toilet at Shaw Centre...
Level 1 next to the McCafe...
IT'S DAYLIGHT ROBBERY!
20 cents to go to their toilet.
OMG.
Never ever go there okay.
It's a total cheat of money.
HAHAHA!
And their toilet isn't all that pretty...!

Saturday 24 January 2009.

A productive shopping.
Shall not elaborate.

Alas!
Karma hit me.
Cause I couldn't get the shoes I like in my size.

First at PrettyFit.
Where they only had size 36.
And they were not going to order any more of that stock.
And neither of their other outlets had my size of 38!

Second at Pedder Red.
Where they only had size 39 for the shoe I like.
DAMN.
It's Karma I swear.

I finally settled for a pair of heels at Far East Plaza.
But it was still loved!
(:

Well.
I'm working tomorrow.
Funny lahhh.
It's my 1st time working on CNY Eve.
It's only half day though.
Dad will be fetching me after my work ends.

China trip is on 1st March.
And my parents are already fretting all over me.
They are going buy me gloves and jackets.
And they went on to blah blah blah...
And they want to send me off at the airport too.
HAHAHA.

Alrights.
I will update sooon.
I think.
(:
Bye.

And just in case...
Here's wishing everyone a happy Chinese New Year in advance!
(:

<3 meiyun

2009-01-22T23:59:00.009+08:00

Update.
Update.
Update.

Sunday 18 January 2009

Thank you.
(:

Tuesday 2o January 2009

No school today.
But I went to school for the projects....!?
(:

Hard at work...

Doing IMS project...

I look stressed!!

Ci Min. Jian Xing. Winson

Yong Quan. Ryan.

Headed home around 7+pm.

Nothing but tired.

Wednesday 21 January 2009

Driving lesson in the morning.

And headed off to school for IS.

Was there for around 10 minutes and left after the presentation.

A bit wasted.
HAHAHA!

Headed home.

Met Samuel around 4pm.

Cab-ed down to Bugis.

Bugis has changed a lot since I was last there.

Then we cab-ed down to Far East Plaza.

And bus-ed home around 8pm.

Had mashed potato.

Ice cream and then Thai Tom Yam Instant Noodles.

And I knew I was to get diarrhoea after that.

And I did.

Thursday 22 January 2009

I shall not elaborate today.

It was a long day.

The longest day of my life.

On a last note..

I hate myself.

I really do.

There comes a time when people come and go.

And when they go...

We just accept.

Relieved.

Just a tiny annoying feeling in my heart.

I guess this is how it goes.

Okay.

Please excuse me while I go emo in a corner now.

HAHAHA.

Okay.

Actually I'm just tired.

I need to sleep now.

BYE!

To Jane.

I'll always be here for you!

Cheers my friend!

Smile more yeah!

<3 meiyun

2009-01-18T01:16:00.024+08:00

Haven't updated in a long while.
Have been really busy.
With school, work and IS project.
Well.
I'm back!
(:
Enjoy the long post!

Tuesday 13 January 2009

1st day of Milo booth for IS project.
Did the setup and all.
Thanks for all my classmates for being there and helping out!
Greatly appreciated.
(:

J1 students!

They were our 1st few customers!

First making of the day!?

Skipped TPM lesson.
And only went for Metrology practical.
Went there and had fun only lahh.
Practical lesson is always fun.
(:

Lectures can sometimes be....

ZZzzz...

The fun moments...

HAHAHA!

I have no idea what Jian Xing is doing?!?

Ryan is...

Digging his nose?!?!

My failed-funny faces.

I play too much sometimes!

Teacher also trying to be funny!

Ahhh.
My hand!

That's Seok Hui's group.

Hard at work...

Even me too!

TWIST!

After lesson...
Went over to tend to the Milo booth.
Stayed till 6pm before we called it a day.
Thanks to Winson, Seok Hui, Jian Xing and Fran for staying all the way till we closed!
The gesture was greatly appreciated.

Cam-whore moments with Fran.
In the toilet.

The Milo booth!

LOL

Had dinner with Adam around 9pm.
And he drove me to Bedok reservior.
So that I could blankly sit there and stone.
Cause I was feeling overwhelmed.

Around 10pm+
He drove me home.
And I teared in the car.
Cause I suddenly realized.
I'm not superwoman.
I used to thought I was.
But maybe turns out I'm not.

Suddenly I realized I'm very vulnerable.
I'm not like in the past.
Where I would take whatever comes and accept it.
Now it's like I can't handle anything.
I'm at a loss?!?!

Wednesday 14 January 2009

Had driving lesson in the morning.
Learned parallel parking.
I actually like it cause it's kinda easy I guess?!

Cab-ed to school after that.
Tended to the Milo stall along with Ci Min, Yong Quan, Ryan and Toan.
Sales was good that day.
Wanna thank the good souls who were there to rot their time away with us.
And of course to those that bought our Milo!!
HAHAHA!

Something I saw inside the cab.

I thought it was rather cool.

Ci Min's artwork.

Cute!

I like it!

Closed the booth at 6pm.
Met up with Kelly and Nelson.
Sang Kbox at Chinatown area.
I left around 9pm.
And met up with Adam again.
He drove me down to Century Square so that I could have coffee!
HAHAHA!

Thursday 15 January 2009

Lesson was at 8am.
I dunno how I made it through the day.
Went for work after lessons.
Work ended and I headed home.

Friday 16 January 2009

Lesson was at 10am.
Super tempted to skip lessons and all.
Cause I was tired.
But I still went to school as usual.

Got back Metrology test paper.
I'm just glad I passed.
(:

Photos taken by Seok Hui.

Jian Xing.
Don't be so inquisitive yeah

Random photo.

Me!

Our lecturer!

Headed home after school.
And literally died.
Cause it was a long week.
And I'm really tired.

But met up with Nelson at 8pm.
Headed over to Tampines Mall cause I needed to get stuff.
And I saw Shavonne.
And also saw Kitty from work!
It was really nice.

Saturday 17 January 2009

Stayed home and did homework.
SQC tutorial and IS stuff.

Went out around 8pm.
Met Adam and went to Tampines.
Collected my brother's pants which he sent for alteration.

And I saw Zhi Xian's mom and sister and aunt.
When I turned my head and saw them chatting to Adam.
My 1st reation was to stone.
I looked like an idiot thinking back now.
Then I quickly said "auntie".
And smiled.
It was all over in a minute.
For a moment it seemed really unbelivable.
It still is.

After tampines.
We headed over to Changi Airport.
Walked around before I decided to head home.
And well here I am.

There's work later on.
Full shift lahhh.
):

Oh wells.
I think Adam has offered to fetch me from work.
And I said "YES please!"
So that's gooood!

Lately.
Lots of stuff has been happening.
It's been overwhelming.

How is one to handle so many things at a time.
One would have gone crazy.
Fortunately I'm still normal.
Just no longer a Superwoman that I thought I was.

How am I to tell you I didn't like things they were.
I just couldn't bring myself to say the words.
But I will miss you so much.
Cause it was always fun with you around.
I only want moments of fun with you more.
And not lesser.
But it seems that way for now.

My friend.
I wish you knew.
That I still miss you dearly.
Alway have and always will.
I wish somehow.
You'd turn around.

And finally.
Yes.
There's something wrong with me.
(:

Okay.
Bye.
I have an early day tomorrow.
And it'll be a very busy week for me.
(:

<3 meiyun

2009-01-12T00:11:00.003+08:00

I'm hungry.
(:

Word of the day.
Suprise.

I guess people always expect the unexpected.
Today has happened a lot of things.
Sweet. Unexpected.

To end it off.
I'm feeling pissed now.
(:

I wish I could die.
I want to die.

Things will get easier this way.
If only I was dead.

My phone just died on me though.
All the more I want to die.

Another long week ahead.
Wish me luck.
I'm hungry.

Bye.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-10T21:59:00.036+08:00

Hello.
(:
Some updates.

But first...

Some pictures from long ago...

From Weiyi's event.

Nelson. Me. Joel.

Weiyi. Nelson.

Marcus came along too.

With his friend.

Whose name I'm not quite sure.

On the dancefloor...

In a big crowd.

Can you spot me?!

HAHAHAHA!

Weiyi spinning...

One thing I didn't get.
Was the 2 manequins.
What is it even doing there?!
It's really odd.

Sorry ahhhh.
My face looked too wasted.
But I wasn't drunk.
Just looked too unglam.

Hahahah!
I looked really tired.
It was a long night.
But I didn't get drunk!
(:

The end of the photos!

Moving on....

Thursday 8 January 2009

Lesson was at 8am today.
Siannnn.
Nothing much about today.
Ended school at 4pm.

During OMP lab...

I went to the toilet halfway through the lesson.

And well.
The tiles were yellow.

They were really yellow.

HAHAHA.

Headed to work after that.
Work ended around 10.30pm.
And I rushed home to do DA online quiz at 11pm.
Must thank Mengzhen for telling me what was “operating cost”.
It really helped a lot!
(:

Friday 9 January 2009

TPM lesson in the morning was boring.
Spent the entire lesson studying for my Metrology quiz.
And had lunch at Canteen 5.
Had the waffle there too.
YUMMY!
(:

Had Metrology quiz after lunch.
I prayed I won’t fail so badly.
I’m just glad it’s over.

After finishing my quiz early…
I got bored.
So I started taking pictures randomly.
Me and Fran were both just playing around with our cameras I guess.

All me...!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I just got too bored..

Then it got random...
Very very random.

Yong Quan was either sleeping.
Or looking at me do all the crazy stuff.
Since we were only 1 table apart.
HAHAHA!

And that's Fran.
(:

I snapped a picture of her.

And she snapped a picture of me!

That's my very big mirror I bring to schoool!

My slippers.
Okay.
Very random!
I know!
HAHAHA!

Had SQC presentation after that.
Me and Jian Xing were the 1st group.
And I had a moment of “stage fright” for the 1st time.
Cause I haven’t done presentation for quite some time.
It wasn’t very well done.
But what’s done is already done.
(:

Jun Sheng's group.
And the other is Mr Chia.
He got so excited and had to go up to the front.
Well.
Sort of I guess.

School ended and headed over to Ryan’s place for IS project.
There were me, Yong Quan, Toan, Cimin, Seok Hui and Winson.
We experimented making the drinks alongside with Seok Hui’s help.
And called the ‘ice’ company.
Allocated duties and blah blah blah.
Headed home at 8pm.

This is Ryan's dog, Lucky.
I like her.
She's really pretty.
But she really liked to lick people's butt.
LOL.

Saturday 10 January 2009

Went out with Marcus today to town.
We met around 4pm at the void deck of my house.
And we cab-ed down to Far East Plaza.
Did some shopping and all.
Bumped into Cimin at Wisma.
It was really funny in a way!
HAHAHA.

Marcus bought stuff and all.
But I didn’t get much stuff though.
Not very productive shopping for me.
I have to do more shopping lahhh.

That's me.
In a shirt from G2000.
Men's shirt.
I wanna buy.
$29 only!
Sooon...

Had a mini dinner at Taka’s McDonalds.
And shopped around as well.
And we cab-ed back down to my area.

We were like so tired.
So we both headed home early and took cab home lahhh.
Not that we’re rich people and can afford cabs all the time.
We just happen to be lazy and so we took cab..

Oh wells.
So here I am now.

Will be working tomorrow.
From 3pm to 9.30pm.
But I’m so tired lahhhh.
HAHAHA!

On the bright side…
I’ve survived one very stressful week of school.
And there are a few more weeks to go.
Wish me luck.
I need all the luck that I can get.

I shall stop here.
Tired already from uploading all that impossible photos.
(:
Shall update another beautiful day.

BYE!

<3 meiyun

2009-01-10T01:27:00.002+08:00

I'm very pissed at myself now.

Damn. Damn. Damn.

))):

Why do I bother looking at it??

When I know all it ever does is bring me sadness.

Tell me why!

Gosh.

I hate myself for being so stubborn.

I hate me to the core.

I hate myself.

I seriously need to consider deleting my friendster account.

It's horrible.

I should spend more time with my facebook instead.

Damn.

I hate myself to the maximum.

Seriously.

I need to go bang the wall.

Bye..

I'm going to bang my head into the wall.

Hopefully, it knocks some damn sense into me.

I'll update really sooon.

With lots of pictures I think.

DAMN.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-07T22:12:00.004+08:00

Tried on this top at Mango.

I don't know if I should get it though.

$55.

And I saw a bag I liked too.

But $75.

No money lahhh.

Even though its....

PAYDAY.

Had driving lesson in the morning.

It was alright.

Headed home after that.

And had a rest.

Left my house to collect my pay at 3pm.

$$$$.

My mum says there are dollar signs on my eyeballs.

HAHAHA.

After taking my pay.

I paid my handphone bills.

Deposited some money.

And shopped around.

Mango.

Warehouse.

Topshop.

Diva.

Fox.

M)phosis.

Charles & Keith.

Ended up buying hairbands.

And Johnson's Baby Oil.

And headed home.

Rest.

Dinner.

Television.

And here I am.

I shall have to sleep really early tonight.

Cause tomorrow's lesson starts at 8am.

And I have work after that.

I don't have much to crap today.

HAHAHA.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day.

Okay.

Bye.

[[...Love can sometimes be magic.

But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion...]]

<3 meiyun

2009-01-06T23:12:00.004+08:00

Life is a blur.

Always have.

And always will be.

Made my China blog already.

Meiyun's China blog

Might made some changes though...

I enjoyed school today.

Cause it was only 3 hours.

Lunched with Nelson at KAP after printing IMS project.

And I headed home.

Cleaned my room.

Watched television.

And slept.

Oh well.

There's driving lesson tomorrow.

Okay.

I'm feeling upset.

I'm out of here.

Why do people change so fast?

I guess she's more important now.

I'm done complaining here.

Bye.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-05T23:24:00.005+08:00

Thank you. Thank you.

I really loved it!

First day of school.
It never goes well, does it?

Well.
First lesson was at 10am.
And as planned, I slept during the lesson.

Lunch was at Canteen 5 yo!
Yahhh…
Canteen 5 okayyy!
Just next to the block that I always have my lessons.
It was sooo crowded lahhh.
Annoying!

Had vegetarian food.
Healthy and cheap!
And good service too.
Canteen 5 is highly recommended!

Had SQC lecture after that.
And I slept too.
It was soooo accidental.
I struggled to not fall asleep.
But I failed.
):

Worked for the past 2 days.
And woke up super early today.
I thought I could take it.
But no.
Apparently, I’m not superwoman.

My cough was actually getting better.
But it worsened.
And so did my flu.
):

School ended at 3pm.
And headed to library to do IMS project.
Left at 4pm.
And went to work.
Yahhh.
Work again.
Siannnn.
But luckily, it’s only a few hours.
If not, I’d just faint.

News have already flown around workplace
That I’ll be leaving Isetan soon.
And somehow…
It made me sad.
Not just because I’ll miss my colleagues.
But because of this…
“will anyone miss me while I’m gone to China?”

Suddenly I got soooo upset I wanted to cry.
Lame right?!
But seriously,
I wondered if anyone would miss me…

Work ended around 10.10pm
And I headed home.
Feeling more sad as the hours passes.

I suddenly got so emo and stuff.
Like I was really upset over nothing.
Which was really nothing.

Even now.
I feel soooo sad.
I don’t even know why.
Just upset over nothing.

I swear one day karma is going to hit me.
Karma just goes around.
I’m waiting for karma to hit me.

On a suckier note,
I wish I could die.
This way, I wouldn’t have to deal with
This stupid sadness of mine.
And I wouldn’t have to wait for karma to hit me.
SHIT!
I’m really depressed now.
(:

I’m going to China soooon.
Although it seems long away.
But time passes fast ya know…
In about 7 weeks time.
So it’s almost 2 months from now.
Will I be missed?

Damn!
Karma is going to hit me
For all the bad things I’ve done lately.

Okay.
I’ve finished my Quality objectives for IMS project.
And now…
I’m going to chew on my Pockey biscuits.
And head off to bed.

3 hours of school tomorrow.
9am to 12noon.
Then I shall head home and sleep
Like nobody’s business.

Bye.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-04T23:52:00.004+08:00

Hello.
Before I head off for bed..
I thought I would just update first.
I have nothing better to do anyway.
Other than to feel huuuungggry.
I'm very hungry.
I have cravings for McDonalds already lahhhh.
))):
Hunger upsets me!

Went to work today.
Isetan opens at 10.30am today.
Super couldn't stand the music they play when the store opens.
And I have to stand still like a rock until the music ends.
It's like detention okayyy.

10 minutes into working.
And I was summoned to Level One main entrance to do cashier.
Siannnnn okayyyy.
I had to memorise the price for the clothes.
Within 1 hour I had already familiarise myself with everything.

The different prices...
And I'm PRICELESS okayyy.
JERKS are WORTHLESS alrighttt...!

Other than talking to the promoters sometimes...
When there was nothing to do...
I would be like stoning okay.
I got soooo bored.
The crocs promoter even passed by and said hello to me
when I was in the middle of my stoning!
LOL.

My view from the cashier...

After my dinner break.
I was exhausted.
Sleeeeepy.
Yawning non-stop.
Work ended and I was soooo happy!
(:

Left work around 10.30pm
And headed for home.
Had a shower and was feeling soooo refreshed.
And huuuungry.

Dad brought back some 'duck meat' from Grandma's house.
And as usual...
It tastes gooood.
Who am I trying to joke that I can be a vegetarien?!
HAHAHAHA.
And also received one of my aunt's Christmas present.

She damn rich okayyy!
Every year always buy $50 Popular Book vouchers for me and my brother.
This year was different.
She bought $50 Op vouchers for me and my brother.
Rich lahhhhh.
However, I don't fancy Op.
Their material isn't to my liking.
I would prefer the Popular vouchers!
HAHAHAHA.

The Op voucher.

Okay.
Time to head off for bed.
My legs are aching.
But huuunggry still.
):
HAHAHA

School starts tomorrow.
I have already planned to fall asleep in my lectures.
HAHAHA.
Cause I'm nothing but tired.
And huuuuggryy lahhhh.

HAHAHHAHA!

TOODLES!

<3 meiyun

2009-01-04T08:28:00.003+08:00

Good morning earthlings.

HAHAHAHA.

I'm blogging early again.

I'm sooooo tired.

I just want to sleeeepp.

When I come home from work.

I'm going to shower and hit the bed straight away.

I just want to sleeeppp.

HAHAHA.

Did I mention I broke the hanger thing-y in my parent's bathroom.

It was last night.

After I had shower finish.

I had attempted to remove my towel.

And so with a yank at the towel.

The hanger collasped as well.

Dropped onto the floor.

And the parts of the hanger were dismantled into pieces.

I told my mum about it.

And she said,

"Why you so 'chor lor'?"

HAHAHAHA.

Anyways,

I'mm about to head off for work soooon.

Goodbye.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-03T23:49:00.004+08:00

I think my eyeballs look big.

Total random.

I think it is the contact lens.

Okay.

Maybe it's the angle of the way I held my handphone.

I'm thinking of using livejournal...

But we'll see.

When I do use it, I'll let you know.

I want to buy my Chinese New Year clothings.

*CRYS*

Cause it seems everybody has gotten theirs.

Everybody except for me.

And Chinese New Year is in 3 weeks time.

HAHAHAHA.

I don't have time.

I really don't, do I??

Well...

Went to work today.

I don't know why...

But I couldn't seem to smile.

It was all just come and go.

Wasn't supposed to work today.

But my colleague couldn't make it today.

So I covered his shift.

My supervisor said "thank you for coming today"

I was expecting chocolates, sweets and blah blah blah.

HAHAHA.

Anyway...

Today.

My colleague grabbed my butt!?

LOL.

It was a girl.

But AHAHAHAHA.

'Meiyun was groped!'

Work ended.

And I went home.

And I saw the moon.

It's half moon tonight.

It looks pretty!

Work tomorrow again.

FULL SHIFT okay.

When I go back to school on Monday...

I will look very tired.

Because I'm tired already.

I'm going to try to have an early night now.

Not very early already.

But still...

Goodnight.

<3 meiyun

2009-01-02T23:11:00.004+08:00

Hello hello.
I'm here to update.

I'm going to have to cultivate a habit to blog everyday.
Because when I go off to China...
I have to blog everyday about my China trip.
In addition to that, I have to create another blog to blog about my China trip.
I wonder if anyone will actually reads it.
HAHAHA.

I'll be off to China in 2 months time.
I'll be there for 6 weeks.
And Mum said to call home about once or twice a week.
I can't wait to go China I guess.
But I'll miss my bed.
HAHAHA.
Of course I'll miss my family and friends.
And I'll miss YOU?!?!
Ya, YOU. The one reading right now!
HAHAHAHA!

Today...
I had driving lesson in the morning.
Met up with Nelson after that.
And accompanied him to book his Basic Theory Test.

Went home after that.
And started doing household chores.
Vaccum-ed the floor.
Washed the dishes.
Tidied up the house.

All those just to make sure my house was clean.
Winson, Jian Xing and Seok Hui came by my house in the afternoon.
Had KFC delivery.
For your information, their delivery number is
6222-6111
HAHAHAHA.

And McDonald's delivery number is
6777-3777
HAHAHAHA.

Started our TPM project after lunch.
Followed by my SQC project with Jian Xing.
They left my house around 7pm.
And I took a cold shower after that.
Cause I was feeling so hot.

And now...
Here I am.
(:

Well.
Bad news for me.
I'm working tomorrow.
3pm - 10pm.
And on Sunday as well.
1030am - 930pm
I think I'm about to cry lahhhh.
Cause all I want is to sleep!!!

Actually had plans to go shopping for Chinese New Year clothes tomorrow.
Along with Marcus.
We had already made plans to go Orchard.
But now it's cancelled.
):
I think I will just wrap myself in a garbage bin and wear a belt with it
and go visit my relatives in that for Chinese New Year.
HAHAHAHA.

Okay.
I'm going to stop here.
Because I need to finish off my project stuff.

And I also need to go create my China blog.

I'm thinking of voyageinchina as my URL.

What do you think?!

or how about

crossovertochina

escapadetochina

myquestinchina

spreeinchina

Okay.

I have no idea which to choose.

Definitely not

meiyuninchina.

Soooo common lahhhh.

I'm probably going to take one of the above.

I need feeback on which is best okayyy!

So please tag!!!!

HELLO HELLO.

IMPORTANT OKAY.

PLEASE READ AHHHH.

THEN TAG!

HAHAHAHAHA!

I need to have an early night.
Please wish me luck while I try to survive tomorrow.

And then survive Sunday.

Before you know it.

It's school on Monday!

Okay then...
Goodnights!

<3 meiyun

2009-01-01T23:23:00.008+08:00

Chocolate's a bean.
And you know how beans are GOOD for you!
So, eat more chocolates!
They are actually good!
Be sinful.
You'll be forgiven!

Alrights.
Once again...
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Goodbye 2008.
HELLO 2009!

Went to work today.

That's my locker.

Number 29!

Total random-ness.

Work was alright alright.

It was the usual.

Except I was still a little sick.

But I'm still surviving.

God, please watch over me.

Was totally out of my mind.

I started snapping pictures of my EYES.

They look tiny.

I have tiny eyes.

And it's single eye-lid too.

So small.

It's getting annoying.

HAHAHA.

Remember how I said I wanna be a vegetarien...?

Well.

It FAILED.

Here's the story.

I woke up at 3pm today.

Yes! It's 3pm.

You aren't seeing things.

Then I called my Dad for lunch.

And so lunch was served at 4.30pm.

And I hurried to eat it.

Cause I was hungry and I had to leave for work at 5pm.

Half-way through my meal.

I went "SHIT".

I just ate duck meat.

I'm supposed to be a vegetarien.

After that I was like,

"What the SHIT. Eat already. Don't care lah. Just continue eating."

HAHAHA.

And so.

It failed.

New Year resolution gone!

I'm soooo sad.

My Dad bought me this.

It is supposed to backup your SIM card stuff.

I haven't tried it yet.

But I'm not even sure if I really need it.

I rather he gave me the money that he spent buying this.

-EVIL LAUGHTERS!!!-

Okay.

I need to rest early tonight.

I have driving lesson at 10am.

And then it's project at my place with Seok Hui, Jian Xing and Winson.

Goodbye.

<3meiyun

2009-01-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year.

Time flies soooo fast.
It's been 1 year already.
Here'e wishing everyone an enriching 2009 to come!

Where are all my New Year SMSes??
They don't seem to be flowing in!?!?!?
HELLO HELLO!?!?!?
There were sooo many for Christmas.
What happened to New Year?
No one wants to wish me well.
I'm going to a corner to cry already.
):

Enough crap.
My brother is vacumming him room now.
At 1am.
POWER!
HAHAHAHA.
So insane.

I took a nap early in the day.
And when I woke up...
I was wondering...
Is it New Year already?
Is today Thursday already?
Am I late for work?

So when I looked at the time.
It was only 5pm.
And it was still New Year's Eve.
LOL.
I guess time flies that quick.

Well.
This is my 1st post for 2009.
It's January again.
I'm going to hit 20 years old sooon.
Oh-shit.
I just grew older.
Became more undesirable.
HAHAHAHA.

2009.
I want to grow taller.
Be more happy.
Have more money.
Do well in studies.
Get my driving license.
And I don't know what else already.
):

Time for me to go mope in one corner.
Cause I'm at home.
And not outside celebrating.
And cause there's work tomorrow.
Bye!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-31T07:29:00.002+08:00

I'm done with my $2 breakfast.
But still hungry lahhhh!
Pardon me for my inexplainable appetite.

It seems to have grown soooo much ever since I fell sick.
I just wanna eat the whole time.
But let's just watch the food intake yeah.
I don't want to end up looking like a pudgy fat girl on Chinese New Year.

I'm actually now tempted to watch cable now.
Cable's good!
I managed to catch lots of movies on HBO.
It actually helps pass time.

A couple more minutes and I'm going to head for the shower.
And off to school.
(Cue to yawn as loud as possible)
Oh-gosh.
I'm so tired already.
I think I wanna sleep.

New Year's Eve.
And I decided to spend it alone.
I'm not going to squeeze through any crowds and do countdowns.
I'm just going t stay home.
Watch television.
And when 2008 ends.
I just go.

5
4
3
2
1
and whisper softely to myself
Happy New Year.

And of course I'm going to off my phone prior before midnight.
So please do not bother calling me to wish me Happy New Year.
Your happiness/excited-ness is not appreciated.
Spare me from having to fake the "haha laughter".
and "I'm so happy too!"
I rather much want to spend my 2009 in peace.
Watching television.

No offense taken I hope.
I never really liked Christmas or the New Year.
They bring back many unhappy memories.
Memories I wish could be erased from my memory permantly.

Enough bitching here.
I sound soooooo freaking emo already.
I wanna slap myself so hard I'll faint.

Enjoy your New Year all.
Many happy returns for the day.
(:
XOXOXO
Bye.

<3 meiyun

2008-12-31T06:35:00.002+08:00

First of all.
Happy New Year's Eve.
(:

I know what you're wondering.
What the hell am I blogging at 6am in the morning.
When I should be sleeping.

Funny to be told.
My nose just bled.
Well.
I stopped the bleeding.
But is just too shocked to actually fall asleep.
So I came here instead.

It almost feels as if I was back in primary school
and I couldn't find my parents anywhere.
I just felt scared.
But you know.
We have to learn to be on our own yeah,

Okay.
Enough of that shit.
I'm hungry.
I have the craving for McDonald's $2 breakfast.
But I'm just too afraid to go downstairs alone.
Maybe I shall later.

I have the sudden urge to just stuff myself with food.
As if it will help me forget stuff.
Okay.
I'm just so hungry.
Excuse myself while I go bang myself in the wall for being soooo greedy.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Okay.
I'm done with the banging.

Let's restart.
A new year with new beginnings
We need New Year resolutions.
Let's come up with 3 while I try to forget I'm hungry.

1. Be a vegetarien for 1 year.
(seems almost impossible with all the people saying I'll fail. But I'll try my best!)
2. Stay single till 31 December 2009.
(everyone tells me it will never happen. But let's see how far I can fare.)
3. Read more books. Eat lesser. Exercise more.
(This is more realistic. HAHAHAHA. At least I'll be able to keep one of my New Year's Resolutions.)

Well...
After all the crap above.
I'm still hungry.
Okay.
I'm giving up on sleeping.
Seeing on how awake I am right now.
I'm going to take a walk.
And go McDonald's.
And get my $2 breakfast deal.
Cause I'm super hungry now just talking about it.

Bye all.
Enjoy sleeping.
While I about to enjoy my lame breakfast alone.
HAHAHA.
It doesn't sounds that bad actually.
In fact I sound like my evil twin.
But the fact is I don't have a twin.
Enough crapping already.

<3 meiyun

2008-12-30T23:09:00.009+08:00

Yo all!

Decided to blog...

Cause I got boredddd...!

First of all...

Some pictures from the class BBQ.

Decided to upload these cause they look gooood!

Enjoy.

Winson starting the fire for us.

That's soooo nice! (:

That's me.

Sleeping.

Trying to fall asleep at least.

Anddd Yong Quan...

I think he's really asleep.

HAHAHA!

SO NATURAL.

I like the picture.

Although it wasn't me!

HAHAHA!

ME. FRAN.SHERLYN

FRAN.MEIYUN

Ehhhh. my face actually looks kinda slim here huh!!!?

HAHAHAH!

Self-praise!!

The fire is starting soon.

I think...

But just look at their faces.

Cute.

So...

We start cooking...

Notice how I always seem to have

a tub of butter with me.

I was the "butter maid"
My job was to butter the chicken wings.

I don't get why Jian Xing is laughing.

HAHAHAHA.

I think I look like an idiot.

Maybe he's laughing at me!??!?!

I hope not!!!??

They were caught eating!

HAHAHAHA.

Fangyu is always soooo shy.

Always like to hide from the camera ahhhh!

Anyway...

All sat down and watch 'The little Nyonya' at 9pm.

All were promptly seated in front of the television.

And all eyes were glued to it.

See....

Fangyu shy again!

HAHAHA.

Enough of that.

Let's move on to today.

Went Jian Xing's house with Winson to do project.

Lunched and started on project.

Finished up IMS and had a break.

After that all headed home.

(:

HAHAHAHA!

No mood to take photos today...

So....

Winson's voodoo doll.

It's pink.

If I had a voodoo doll...

HAHAHAHAHA.

I don't think anyone wants to know what I will do with it.

Jian Xing.

He looks like a big boss in this picture.

Sherman.

I think he's cute.

HAHAHAHA.

I look hardworking right?!

Actually all of us do.

Tomorrow I'm going school.

9-11am.

Early lahhhh.

How to wake up in time?!!?!

But my Dad is sending me to school.

So, that's good.

Tomorrow happens to be New Year's Eve.

I've no date!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I think I might just stay home and count down by myself.

Sounds sooooo lonely.

But it's alright.

It's better this way.

Did I mention how gooood it is to own a vaccum cleaner?!?

Cause I just vaccum-ed my room with it!

So convenient.

And it's fast too.

I like it!

I'm working on Thursday.

And driving lesson on Friday morning.

Project on Friday afternoon.

Saturday I might be going out with Marcus to get New Year clothes.

And Sunday will be spent working.

And before you know it school starts on Monday.

And I'll be busy with tests, projects and presentations.

Busy period is starting all over again.

Wish me luck yeah.

I need it badly.

I need to shop for new year clothes.

Cause I haven't really bought mine yet.

And it seems like the friends around me have already gotten theirs.

I need to go shoppping!!!

But I also need money!!!!

HAHAHAHA!

Working sucks.

That's all I can say.

Shan't elaborate.

The subject is too touchy.

I'm blogging a lot of stuff right?!?!

That's cause I feel like talking a lot.

Lame right.

Anyway.

My sickness is getting better.

Or so I think.

Time will tell.

Alright.

I'm going to spend the rest of the night

glued to the television.

Then I might go back to reading my Barack Obama book.

I've been reading a lot lately.

It takes my mind off stuff.

It's better than facing whatever I have to deal with.

Bye already.

Enjoy your nights all.

<3 meiyun

2008-12-30T01:07:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo...

Back for an update...

Sunday, 28 Decmber 2008

It's been 1 year.

Time flies.

I feel like I've grown so much over this 1 year.

More stronger.

Like I could do anything.

Well.

Almost anything.

Went to work.

It almost killed me.

Cause I was sick.

But I still pulled through.

Ended work at 10.23pm.

I'm amazed at myself sometimes.

Monday, 29 December 2008

Well...

I'm sick.

HAHAHA.

Saw the doctor today.

And well....

Just a flu, cough, sore throat and a little feverish.

Sounds bad.

But...

I'm still okay.

Cancelled driving lesson this morning.

I some how had no voice.

So... I decided to cancel the lesson.

And stayed home and rest the whole day.

Didn't went to work also.

Cause no voice.

And really feeling sick...

Say goodbye to the beach-bummer in me.

I'm now...

Giving up sun-taning.

Going to the beach.

And I'm going to wear long sleeve everyday if possible.

Cause...

The doctor says my skin is dry and sensitive.

So she says I have to moisturize early and need to start now!

She says need to avoid staying in sun too long.

If not when I'm in my 40s, my skin will be wrinkly!!

LOL

Also...

She says don't use too much soap.

LOL.

She says use baby oil soap to wash my body.

HAHAHAHA.

Cause my skin tooo sensitive.

OMG!

I sound like some kind of girl stuck in a baby's body!

Tuesday, 30 Decmeber 2008

Going Jian Xing's house later for project.

Lots need to be done.

Meeting Winson at 11.30am for lunch.

Wish us luck.

Time to attempt to go to sleep.

Bye all!

XOXO

<3 meiyun

2008-12-27T01:54:00.002+08:00

Very very sick now.

Sore throat and flu.

Sounds horrible already.

I wanna stuff my face with food.

But...

I think I'm getting fatter already.

On a happier note.

I wanna thank everyone for the Christmas presents.

It was greatly appreciated.

Okay then...

Time to hit the sack!

Good night folks!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-26T01:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated

Merry Christmas

to all!

Update time!

Not much to say...

But still...

Let's not let my blog rot!

But first,

replies to tag-gies...

Jane - Thanks for the concern. My finger is getting better!

Hamid - I'll be just fine! No worries! (:

Ah nel - ehhh. Thanks ahhh!!! LOL.

Fran - I wanna be the elder sister lah!!! LOL. My finger is alright. No worries! hoo-hoo??!

Winson - It's getting better already. (:

Fangyu - Merry Christmas girl! (:

junjie - Merry Christmas my friend!! (:

Wednesday, 24 December 2008

Christmas Eve.

Met Seok Hui.

Passed her DA notes.

Lunched and shoped around for books.

Home-d around 7pm.

Thursday, 25 December 2008

Christmas Day.

Went to work at night.

Exchanged gifts with many people.

It was a jolly season I guess?!

Met up with Adam at night.

Went 85 market for dinner.

And surprised my cousin with chocolates.

Before Christmas could end.

And home sweet home after that.

Christmas sucks.

But it was better this year.

Christmas never fails to bring out the sadness in me.

But, it was better this year.

Friday, 26 December 2008

Boxing Day!

Will be doing project later on.

Siannnnnn.

All the way at Jurong.

That's far.

That will be all.

Will update if there's something to say.

Jane,

Meet up soon okay!?

Miss you lots.

Gosh!

And I have a Christmas card for you...

It's still with me!

HAHAHA

Bye folks!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-22T01:05:00.001+08:00

I'm hungry.

And tired.

And sad.

And pissed.

My finger is bleeding like nobody's business.

Plaster is no longer useful.

I think a bandage would be more practical.

Bye.

<3 meiyun

2008-12-21T00:25:00.001+08:00

I feel sad.

I love Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf.

They have great service.

Total random-ness.

Bye.

<3 meiyun

2008-12-20T01:17:00.011+08:00

Okay!

Update!

Lots of pictures and maybe more to come?!

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

Class chalet.

We had BBQ in the evening.

Overall it was satisfying.

Played games after the BBQ.

The quiz done by Jian Xing was really fun!

Very innovative!

Wednesday, 17 December 2008

Had Kbox with Winson, Jian Xing and Seok Hui.

It was sooooo fun...!

Really loved the retro songs!

Especially the song that goes "Shining shining!"

The singers!

ME!!!

Seok Hui. Mei Yun

Just look at me and Seok...

So unglam...!

Our legs were all over!

HAHAHAHA!

LOOK AY ME!

SOOOOOO UNGLAM LAH!!!

Had dinner after that.

And later on at night...

We had some beer.

Played card games.

Sooooo fun!

And talked till we fell asleep!

The beer...

There was a total of 3 bottles actually.

LOL.

But the picture of the 3 bottles seems...

Too exaggerating lah...

So I cropped it out!

Hahaha!

Jian Xing playing Winson's PSP.

Total slack!

Thursday, 18 December 2008

Checked out of the chalet.

Me, Winson, Jian Xing and Winson

headed off to Changi Airport Terminal 3 for Popeyes!

Yummy!

On the train journey.

Our faces look very tired!

Met up with Nelson in the late afternoon.

Walked around town...

Saw this adorable Christmas decoration at Tangs.

Sorry about the very blur picture though!

Met up with WeiYi at Dhoby Ghaut...

Had dinner at Burger King...

And we headed off to Clarke Quay together.

Went to Homeclub...

Cause WeiYi was spinning over there.

And we went to support him.

In the club...

The two guys chilling.

We had a lot to drinkkk...

Okayy...

Maybe it wasn't a lot...

I had 2 glasses of dunno what drink.

And shared a jug of dunno what drink with WeiYi and Nelson.

Joel!

Look at his hair!

LOL.

RETRO!

Nelson.

After having some drinks...

We looked like crazy people with our funny faces!

LOL!

Event ended around 3am.

Cab-bed down to Bedok.

And had McDonald's.

I had a Happy Meal.

Cause I wasn't hungry.

And everyone HOME SWEET HOME after that.

For the 1st time...

My stomach and head actually felt weird.

After all the alcohol.

And I actually said so many rubbish.

Most of it though...

Were my heartfelt words.

And I dropped a few tears.

Something which I haven't done in a long time.

Friday, 19 December 2008.

Nothing but work from 6pm - 11pm.

Headed home and had dinner.

Word of the day: "and life goes on..."

Pissed at someone today.

Then again.

Small issue lah...

So no worries.

Today...

We looked at each other.

You blinked, I blinked.

You smiled, I smiled.

You talked, I talked.

And finally we sms-ed.

I hope tomorrow happens.

Whatever that is...

Come what may...

That's what they tell me anyway.

Until another time then!

Byeee!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-18T14:58:00.001+08:00

I'm backkk!!!

((:

Shall be heading off to Weiyi's event soooonn..

Will blog again tomorrow afternoon.

Before I head off to work.

I promise!

I have soooo much to share!

Byeeee!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-16T01:50:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Going for class chalet later on in the afternoon.

Tuesday to Thursday.

So I'll be away from home for a couple of days.

Off to Weiyi's event on Thursday night.

And I'll be home on Friday.

Updates will come on Friday or Saturday.

Sooo...

For now...

Byeeee!!!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-10T22:35:00.003+08:00

I had a dream last night.

I almost got raped by a very fat man.

I woke up screaming.

And gasping.

I felt scared for a while.

I fell asleep soon after.

God.

Bless me, won't you?

<3 meiyun

2008-12-09T22:37:00.006+08:00

LALALALA

siannn...

School tomorrow for DA re-test.

I haven't studied yet!

Payday was today.

Not so broke now.

But still very broke!

Work is more bearable...

Cause of Janice and Cai Zhuang.

But...

I'm quitting soon.

I think.

Still thinking about it.

China trip has been confirmed.

1st March onwards.

For 6 weeks.

Should I quit my job??

Still thinking...

Janice.

Cai Zhuang. Janice. Me.

Need to go study already man...

And need to think.

A lot of thinking to be done.

Siannnnnn.

Okay.

Bye lah!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-08T23:57:00.005+08:00

SOOOOO HIGH NOW!

Work was alright.

Ended work at 10.30pm.

So tiring...

BUT

I'm feeling so HIGHHHH NOW!!!!

LOL!!!

Okay lah!

Byeee!

<3 meiyun

2008-12-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

School holidays are finally here.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL.

Meiyun's tired.

Gosh.

I'm really tired.

"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."

-author unknown.

<3 meiyun

2008-12-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today is

WORLD AIDS DAY.

Be responsible.

<3 meiyun

2008-12-01T15:04:00.002+08:00

Very emo now.

Leave me alone.

<3 meiyun

_______________________________________________

"If I were a boy"

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I’d roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I’d kick it with who I wanted

And I’d never get confronted for it

Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone its broken

So they think

that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she’d be faithful

Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boyI think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)

Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)

And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake

Think I forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you're just a boy

You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)

How it feels to love a girl

Someday you’ll wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her

You don’t care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you've taken her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy…

2008-11-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

Moments like these are treasured as

the going gets tougher.

Especially with the flu bug.

It's CONTAGIOUS!

Trying to hang on.

But I'm totally 'cui' already.

<3 meiyun

2008-11-26T23:33:00.002+08:00

"In such a life, some fine things are left behind, and missed.

But bad times are left behind as well.

You move on, remembering the good,

while the bad grows obscure in the distance"

- John McCain

<3 meiyun

2008-11-25T23:06:00.013+08:00

HELLO!

Been a long
time since I updated.

So...

It's going to be extremely looong!!

Enjoy!

Friday! 21 November 2008

Happy 19th Birthday to me!

Thanks to all my classmates.

For the presents.

It was greatly loved and appreciated.

Fran!

We took this photo while I was standing on the bench.

Forgive me for the unglam-ness!

Of course...

Tan Seok Hui had climed up and didn't dare to come down.

Cause the bench was suddenly shaking.

The only reason why I came down the bench too!

So I went to lend her a helping hand...

Apparantly this is also quite fun..

While waiting for the teacher...

The whole lot of us...

Just stood there...

Stoning.

And looking at birds!

Well...

Acually I was just whistling to get the bird's attention.

Perhaps for a minute I thought I was a bird!

If only...

No, I'm not a bird.

Still pretty much a girl.

Times like these are just fun...

School ended...

Met up with my secondary school friends for dinner.

At the Grand Cathy.

There was a cake.

Completely took me by surprise when the Happy Birthday song started playing!

But thanks for the surprise my friends!

A pity my Belgian waffle was impossible to get.

I just want some waffles!!!

LOL.

A wonderful day I had.

Thanks for everything friends.

Your presence was greatly appreciated.

Saturday 22 November 2008.

Entire day was spent working.

Full shift.

Don't blame me for hating her.

She's too chirpy.

Do not piss me off when I look so gloomy.

She's ANNOYING.

(Pardon for my language!)

Sunday 23 November 2008

Had a little conversation with my uncle before I left my house.

It was nice.

He says I've grown taller.

We laughed a lot.

And we agreed on one thing.

It'll be our secret!

Out with Michel in the afternoon.

To have a mini celebration.

Thank you my friend.

For the cake!

Met up with Eddie after that.

Thanks for the present!

And finally home sweet home.

Monday 24 November 2008

Long day.

Went to school like a panda.

Deprived of sleep.

Stayed in school till 7.30pm.

And finished up DA presentation.

Dinner with Nelson at Bedok Interchange.

And home sweet home after that.

Tuesday 25 November 2008 (Today!)

Went to school looking like panda again!

Finally dozed off at TPM tutorial.

School ended and headed off to library 'Games Corner'

Played games with Seok, Winson, Fangyu, Mengzhen and DOng Xuan.

It was really fun!

Playing UNO stacko!

Dong Xuan!

She looks so focused!

Seok looks serious too!

Mengzhen too!!

And me.....??!

Just praying it doesn't topple!!!

We have fun now and then!

But it all falls down in the end...

Seok Hui.Meiyun.Mengzhen

UNGLAM MOMENTS!

WINSON SLEEPING!

GIRLS LAUGHING HAPPILY!

Steamboat at Bugis at night.

With Jian Xing, Winson, Dong Xuan, Mengzhen, Stephanie, Govind and Seok.

It was loved.

Thanks Winson for organizing this!

Home-d after that!

An ex-colleague sms-ed me this:

"just want to let you know again

that to me you are a

high class character-personality girl

compared to many other girls.

I'm sure of this after knowing you."

It made me smile!

And next....

A little promotion for my friend, Wei Ting.

An I&E amazing race.

Come up with a team of 5 people.

Can be of other schools as long as there is 1 NP student.

There is a prize of $100.

Registration is $20
and dinner will be included.

Event will be held on Friday.

Interested people please let me know asap.

And I'll help you contact my friend.

Many thanks!

I'm becoming a nerd lately.

I'm reading 2 books currently...

They are "The Pact" by Jodi Picoult and

"Faith of my Fathers (John McCain) with Mark Salter"

Alrights...

Shall stop here.

Will update another time.

Need to have an early rest.

Out with Dad tomorrow morning.

To hp service center.

And running session with Nelson in the night.

Bye all!

<3 meiyun

2008-11-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!

Finally 19 years old.

Want to thank everybody for today.

All my friends for the wishes and presents.

And time spent together!

Jane, Adam, Marcus, Fiona...

Winson, Seok, Jian Xing, Fran, Fang Yu, Meng Zhen....

Kelly, Wei Yi, Nelson, Chun Chiat, Chin Hui, Jacky, SK....

and so much more...

Shall update another time.

Too tired already!

And and...!!

Thanks SK for the ride home.

And Chun Chiat, don't feel bad okay!

It's alright!

<3 meiyun

2008-11-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

I have a sudden craving of Ben & Jerry's Belgian Waffle.

It suddenly feels weird.

Very weird.

<3 meiyun

2008-11-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating.

Have been really busy.

Was caught up in so many stuff.

School and personal stuff.

But here I am...

Yupp yupp...

If only...

Everyday...

I could be smiling just like that.

That was a candid shot by Fran.

I looked really happy.

I like that picture.

I really do!

Thanks Fran!

On a heavier note.

School is horrible.

So many projects on hand.

-Decision Analysis (due-25 November 2008)

-Integrated Management System (due Janauary 2009)

-I&E project

-SQC project

-TPM project

Amazing how I haven't lost my sanity yet.

But it's killing me already.

So much to think about...

Some pictures from today's practical.

It was fun as always!

Praying??

Fran..

Cimin!

Moments like these make things easier.

Moving on isn't easy.

All that talk about meeting someone else and it will be easier...

That's wrong.

I'll do it the right way.

Moving on the right way.

For all the right reasons.

I got all the support I need.

From the friends that told me.

That listened and asked.

And finally.

The decision was clear.

After last night.

It was clearly time for me to move on.

I'm just a girl that needs to feel important to my boy.

I need to be put 1st place.

I'm selfish.

So, kill me for that.

I'M NIAO!!!

LOL.

Moving on to happier stuff yeah...

I'm going swimming tomorrow morning.

I miss swimming.

2 tests on Thursday.

OMG.

I shall work on it tomorrow.

And there's China briefing selection as well.

From 5-6pm.

And Friday.

Will be loved.

The best gift ever...

Will probably be spending time with my closest friends.

Hmmm.

On a selfish note...

I wish I could watch a movie.

Been ages since I watched one.

My last movie was Money Not Enough 2.

With my Mom.

On 6 September 2008.

2 months since I watched a movie.

OMG!

I would be happy to be watching a movie.

It'll be my wish.

Long entry right....

No choice...

So long never blog...

Need to release my feelings inside!

LOL.

I guess.

That'll be all.

Will update another day.

<3 meiyun

2008-11-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

For I&E project.

(Picture of evidence.)

P.S: Do not ask the purpose of this picture.

2008-11-07T23:24:00.006+08:00

UPDATES UPDATES UPDATES!!!!!!

PAYDAY.

It finally arrived.

It seemed a lot!

AHEM.

Enough said.

I'm a happy lady.

My phone seems spoilt.

A few buttons are not working.

Horrible.

Very HORRIBLE.

Here are some pictures taken a few days ago.

During lesson time.

Photos are stolen from Fran's and Winson's blog.

HAHAHA!

Before lecture..

During lecture..

We looked STONE-D

During practical lesson..

BORING.

Ryan has happily fallen asleep already.

The teacher...

Very hardworking lah...

AHEM AHEM!!!

I'm also quite hardworking.

Believe?!

Okay...

So maybe I'm not that hardworking.

Practical lesson was fun that day...

I think Jian Xing is trying to be funny.

HAHAHA!

Fran is quite tall...!

Secret EXPOSED!

Ever wondered what it would look like

if I was TALL...

HAHAHA!

MY SECRET!

No harm having more fun trying to be TALL!

[no man is worth your tears. the one who does will make you cry.]

We had fun on the board...

While the teacher was trying to figure out the measurements...

Someone wrote this poem!

It made me laugh!!

Finally...

It's home sweet home.

A long day it has been...

[[...And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you now

No matter what I do...]]

They mean so much to me.

They really do.

But it's like taking baby steps now yeah.

No need to rush.

Taking my own sweet time.

If it happens, it happens.

And somehow...

we'll find out why.

[What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.]

The only quote that keeps me going now.

Cause...

Yeah... I feel myself becoming stronger.

And I want to keep it that way.

Someone mentioned this to me today.

I quote...

"He says I rely on him too much already."

Go figure it out 'bout who said this...

But...

Suddenly...

It dawned onto me...

Is that why we seldom met?

Cause you didn't want me to rely on you too much?

But...

Could that be the reason why things didn't work out?

Suddenly things just got a little complicated.

VERY VERY COMPLICATED.

My favourite songs now.

1.周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

2.萧亚轩 - 冲动

3.林俊杰 - 我还想她

I dunno why.

But I'm just into these songs now.

They fit my mood currently.

They really do.

Okay.

Enough rantings.

Update soon.

I hope.

<3 meiyun

2008-11-06T23:29:00.004+08:00

Thanks for the cookies my friends!

It was loved.

Let's make Queen Cakes next time round together yeah?!

LOL.

Blog shall be updated more tomorrow.

Come by tomorrow.

Just wanted to do a short little post...

TOMORROW'S PAYDAY!!!!!!

YAY!!!

<3 meiyun

2008-11-03T23:43:00.003+08:00

Ice-cream is LOVED.

I look horrible in the picture.

Blame it on the late nights.

And the lack of sleep.

Tekong trip on Wednesday is COMPULSORY.

=.=

What the hell am I going there for IS lesson??!

Makes no sense to me.

Alrights.

Update another time then.

I'm getting tired by the minute.

*Yawns!*

<3 meiyun

2008-11-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

Went to school today.

Did project.

Everything ended around 4.30PM.

Headed over to cousin's house after that.

Had a great talk as usual.

I guess love will always remain that way.

WEIRD.

Met up with Samuel after that.

Headed over to Parkway Parade.

Walked around.

And we saw Musharaf.

It was hilarious.

When he was walking over to us.

We were panicking cause we forgot the names.

Horrible huh?!

The only reason we went to Parkway...

Was because I wanted to see someone.

GOSH.

I guess he's somewhere far away now.

But I have come to a decision.

To move on yeah.

It's going to be hard.

But I'll really try okay.

So, give me some time.

I need support.

So much of it.

Everyone's telling me to move on.

Could I really do better?

But Samuel said something to me today.

Gosh.

"You're all grown up already. You should know what is right or wrong."

Translation:

"You can do what you want. Cause you should know what you're doing."

Oh wells.

I should know better yeah.

It all lies in my hand yeah.

I helped Samuel buy cigarettes today.

At 7-11.

The cashier guy said this when I handed him my IC:

"You look so young."

Samuel only laughed at me...

Cause people don't believe I''m 18 and still need to check IC.

=.=

Alrights.

I shall update soon.

It's going to be a very long week ahead.

So...

God... Help me.

<3 meiyun

2008-10-31T22:31:00.006+08:00

Pictures shall do the talking for happenings on Wednesday...

Before lunch..

Silly times!!

During lucnh at The Manhattan Fish Market.

The fish looks BIG.

UNGLAM moment.

After lunch...

That's all.

Happy Halloween to all.

Bumped into Kellykoh today at canteen.

Tomorrow...

Going back to school for project.

Working on Sunday as well...

And finally school as usual on Monday.

1 more week to PAYDAY.

<3 meiyun

2008-10-31T22:13:00.002+08:00

I came across this quote today...

When I look back on all these worries,

I remember the story of the old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his life,

most of which had never happened.

-Winston Churchill

<3 meiyun

2008-10-28T22:20:00.006+08:00

Today is Tuesday.
(:
A satisfying Tuesday.
I survived Tuesday.
I'm proud of myself.

School ended quick today.
Time just flew by.
If only everyday was like that.
Cause sometimes...
Time seems to be crawling.

School is only easy cause I have fun with my friends.
(:
Let the pictures do the talking okay?!

The camera-shy people..

Winson..

Seok..

Me..

I know I'm sitting until very UNGLAM.

=.=

School ended and I headed down to town with Winson, Fran and Seok.

Roamed around and stuff..

Yoghurt Place is LOVED at Takashimaya Basement 2.

Days spent working at Best Denki Ngee Ann City is MISSED.

Those were the days.

Long hours but enjoyable.

Colleagues are MISSED.

I miss the fun times.

I love my body.

RANDOM.

I like being able to fit into children's clothes.

And I bought a Adidas shirt meant for children.

It cost me $24.

The perks of being small size.

I shan't complain that I'm fat or whatsoever anymore.

I don't care even if you say the word 'FLABBY!!'

LOL.

Do you know the meaning of standing at a crossroad?

This picture says it all.

1. Should I continue on waiting and see if something happens?

2. Should I continue just liking him and just wait for something that might never come?

3. Should I just move on with life?

Seok tells me to just forget about it and move on.

It's the truth.

I know.

Reality is being thrown into my face again.

I will try.

I promise I will.

Tough.

But I shall try.

It's gets harder as each day passes.

可是我不想一直的等。

能给我一个标准吗？

不要让我一直的等。

我好想知道你的 100分会给怎样的人？

我。。。

快要放气了。。。

快不行了。

再见了。

朋友。。。

Tomorrow...

Having 'dim sum' buffet with my poly friends.

YUMMY!

DUMPLINGS!

LAO BEIJING!

HOHOHOHO!

Can't wait.

Can finally settle my cravings for it.

Shall update soon!

<3 meiyun

2008-10-28T21:52:00.003+08:00

THE BANANA DIET

Breakfast: 1 BANANA

Lunch: As per normal.

Dinner: As per normal.

No eating after 8PM.

No dairy products or dessert after dinner.

__________________________________________________

It's supposed to help you slim down.

I LIKE BANANAS THOUGH!!!

<3 meiyun

2008-10-27T23:58:00.005+08:00

Today sucked.

I waited for someone at the busstop.

And when he finally arrives.

I hide behind a wall.

And got caught in the act of "hiding".

I didn't do anything.

Neither did he.

His bus arrives.

And off he goes.

I looked like an idiot.

Whatever happened last night.

Felt more and more like a dream to me.

A Dream.

Dream.
Dream.

Dream.

Did it even happen?

I start to wonder.

Perhaps it really was just 'another' Dream...

I want to let go.

Let go of whatever this is called.

I'm learning to let it go.

I'm trying my best.

I'm going to pop a panadol...

And I'm heading off to bed already.

I just wanted to blog about how I feel.

<3 meiyun

2008-10-27T14:05:00.002+08:00

Updates...

Saturday was spent with Jane.
It was loved.
There was so much to catch up.
Our mouths just kept moving non-stop.
It was a great exercise!
LOL.

Yesterday was Sunday.

I worked full shift.

Time flew by really quick.

Cause it was really busy.

Whatever happened last night was memorable.

Yet it felt like a dream to me.

I woke up this morning..

Feeling that last night was still a dream.

The scenes kept replaying through my mind.

For once last night I felt proud of myself.

A feeling that I haven't felt in a very long time.

He wanted to hold my hand..

But I didn't allow it to happen.

Cause I'm not his girlfriend.

I might regret it.

But I know I did the right thing.

And I'm proud of myself for that.

But I came to a realization last night.

I wasn't anyone special at all.

I felt cheated. I felt played.

But I'm glad I found out in time.

Sighhs.

I wanted to walk home last night.

But halfway there.

My parents called...

They asked me where I was and I said...

Near my secondary school there.

They said when am I'm coming home...

So I said I'm walking home now...

So my mum said she will get my dad to fetch me.

If they didn't called...

I would have really walked home...

And probably reach home at 2am.

I like to walk though...

I'm working on later.

Nothing to be happy about.

I'm so tired already.

School's on Tuesday.

LOL.

I shall update soon.

<3 meiyun

2008-10-25T02:31:00.002+08:00

Gosh...
Haven't updated in a week...
I didn't realized it was that long...
HAHAHA.

Well..
Basically I have already attended 2 weeks of school.
It is alright so far.
But I do see all the assignments coming in though.
HAHAHA!
Many projects and reports to start on already...
SIGHS..

School's okay.
Work's okay.
((:

I have finally bought my Gap jacket!
(:
I love it already!
But it's so heavy to lug it to school.
):
But I will still lug it to school on very cold weathers!

Nothing much to update lah.
((:
Maybe a couple of pictures will do the rest of the talking for me!

During practical lesson...
Ryan, Winson, Jian Xing and Fran is in my group.
Hohoho!
The computers are like damn retro can!?
So old already!!!
LOL.

Sometimes when the teacher isn't looking...
We take pictures.
And that's when the practical lesson gets fun.
(:

Me..

Hmmm.

Went swimming on Wednesday morning before I headed to school for IS lesson.

It was time to hit the pool.

It was good exercise.

It cleared my confused mind.

I wanna go swimming sooon!!

Sometimes...

Even when one is attached...

They can still feel loneliness.

It has been a pretty long week for me.

Tough but still surviving.

I stone a lot in class.

Literally in another world of my own...

Until the teachers bring me back down to Earth.

在傻傻的等一个也许不会来的人。

我想过要放手可是当我想通了。。。

你却突然开始关心我了。

就这样我们就拖了很久。

到现在都还没解决。

为何两个真心喜欢比此的人都无法在一起呢？

那么间单的一件事情，已经变得很复杂了。

现在的我都不知道该怎么做了。。。

Out to town later on with Jane.

I miss her.

And working full shift on Sunday.

SO SIAN.

13 more days to PAYDAY!

LOL.

Shall update soon!

<3 meiyun

[[...I Stay In Love by Mariah Carey

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

'cause there ain't nothing

That I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you now

No matter what I do

But baby, baby

I stay in love with you...]]

2008-10-16T23:53:00.007+08:00

Update again!!!
((:

Wednesday 15 October 2008
Went to school for IS.
It was alright.
I'm the shortest in the class!
):
LOL.

Met Nelson up after that.
Chatted for a while before I headed off to meet Adam.

Had dinner at this Chinese restaurant at Marina Square.
Then headed over to the Singapore Flyer.
I have finally sat on it!!
Ticket cost around $30.

It wasn't that exciting as I thought it would be.
It was just "wow"
And that's all.
I only managed to see the night lights and stuff.
I think the best timing to sit on the Flyer is between 5-7pm.
It wouldn't be that dark.
If not it's like can't see anything at all.
LOL.

After that we went to this Kenko relexology centre.
And we allowed fishes to bite away our dead skin.
OMG.
I always wanted to do it.
And finally had a chance to do it.
SO RANDOM!

It was really ticklish.
And I realized that I must have a lot of dead skin on my feet.
Cause...
HAHAHA!
Shan't elaborate more...
I shall leave it up to your imaginative minds!

Headed home after that.
And had a good talk with Adam.
I really hope he understands the point that I was trying to get through to him...
(:

Thursday 16 October 2008
Lesson was at 8am.
Sighs.
First lesson is meant for sleeping.
This is usually what happens to my 8am lessons.
(:
HAHAHA!

Lessons ended and I headed off to work.
Work was super boring!
OMG!!!
I just ended up talking to my colleagues non-stop!!!!

Hmmm.
Outside my HDB flat now...
There is currently renovation going on.
They making lifts on every floor in my block.
And this lift happens to be built at the back of my flat.
So its like directly outside my room.

And guess what...
The renovation...
It attracts centipedes.
And somehow.
They found themselves into my house.
)):
My mom killed 1 this morning
And now.
There is 1 more running around in my room.
It is yet to be found.
I think I'm going to sleep in the living room tonight!
):
SIGHHS.

There is something else that I don't get.
Why is it that 2 people who truly like each other...
Can't be together.
It gets harder I guess.
I guess this will be how it's going to be.
I guess I just got myself more confused.
(:

Oh wells...
I will update soon I guess.
HAHA!
3 more weeks to payday!
(:

<3 meiyun

2008-10-14T23:59:00.006+08:00

Update time!
((((:

Sunday 12 October 2008
Worked full shift.
It almost killed me!
=.=
But I saw soooo many familiar faces.
So it was alright.
There was Yvonne.
Turns out she was working temporary at the Animal promotion area.
And there was Nelson and Chun Chiat.
So random.
But so loved!
It is nice seeing so many familiar faces!
(:

Monday 13 October 2008
1st day of school.
It was alright.
It was nice seeing everybody as usual..
Went to work after school.
And that's about it.

Tuesday 14 October 2008
I spend last night sleeping on the sofa.
RANDOM!
But it was only 4 hours.
And then I had to pull my lazy butt out and prepare for school.
)):
LOL.

Went to Alumni House for lunch.
Pictures stolen from Fran's blog.
HAHAHA!

Went to Vivo with Winson and Seok after school.
It was loved!

AND AND AND
The Pet Safari
At VIVO is LOVED!!!!
I could stand there just looking at the dogs and hamsters for ages.
Especially if I was there with my loved ones!
You might have to pull me out of the shop!
((:

I wish I could own a dog...
But my brother has asthma.
So no furry animals allowed.
):
Perhaps when I'm all grown up and living elsewhere then.
HAHAHA!

Oh wells.
Tomorrow is IS lesson with Yong Quan, Ci Min and Ryan.
Wanted to go swim before heading off to school.
But decided not to..
Cause I'm meeting Adam after school.
I guess we still have things to sort out.

And and and..
Lessons on Thursday start at 8am.
And school ends at 4pm.
Plus I'm working as well.
6pm - 9.30pm
I need more sleep.
So no swimming tomorrow morning.
But I will next week.

Will be going to Vivo on Saturday with my Mom.
Will be buying my jacket.
Either from Nike or Gap.
I helped my Mom solve a puzzle on a game she was playing on the internet.
So she says she will buy me my jacket.
But she wants me to buy the Nike jacket.
So I can get a bigger size and she can wear.
Whereas for the Gap jacket...
I will be buying it from the children's section and she can't wear.
LOL.
But we'll see...
((:
I can't wait.

I seem to be spending all my Saturdays with my Mom.
HAHAHAHA.
Cause I have no boyfriend!!!!!
LOL!!!!!
(((:
But never mind.
Since my mom pays and all!!!!!!!

HAHAHA!
Shall update another time then!
(:

Oh-oh-oh. And..
I learned a nice quote today.
Quite tacky though!
LOL.

"Love is like homemade waffles on a snowy day."

But I would like to rephrase it!

"Love is like homemade cookies on a cold Christmas night."

SUPER SUPER TACKY LAH!!!
LOL.
But it sounds nice though!

<3 meiyun

2008-10-12T00:37:00.003+08:00

School starts tomorrow.
It feels a little weird though!
But I miss all my classmates!
(:

I'll be working later on.
Full shift.
I hope time flies.
(:

Shall have a short little update..
Went out with Winson on Friday.
Visited Mengzhen at Woodlands at her parent's workplace.
Did I spell Woodlands correctly.
It seems wrong!?
HAHAHA!

Went over to Suntec to visit Fangyu too!
And walked around before we headed over to Marina Square.
We talked and chatted.
Lots of gossip!!!
A great exercise for the mouth!

Some cam-whoring moments of mine!
LOL

Cool shot huh?!

As for Saturday...

Went out with my Mom to Tampines in the morning.
Went to the bank...
Also shopped around Tampines...
That was all.
(:

My Mom told me...
That I should get married to someone who's rich.
Instead of someone I love.
=.=
That was horrible advice.
I won't listen to it!

And she says if a day where both she and my Dad were to pass away..
I must take care of my brother if he's not married yet.
=.=
It seems weird she phrased it that way.
I'm the younger child.
Shouldn't my brother be the one looking out for me?
Funny how it's the other way round.

I would like someone to look out for me too.
I'm a girl too ya know.
I would like to be taken care of sometimes.
It would be nice if I didn't have to pretend to be so strong all the time.
(:
I wish to be taken care of...
Sighhs.

Oh wells.
Never mind.
Hahaha.
Shall update another time then.
(:

<3 meiyun

2008-10-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

I love this song.
(:
The lyrics are just so meaningful.
I can totally click with this song now!

David Archuleta - Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

2008-10-09T23:11:00.002+08:00

Just a short little update.
((:

School is starting next Monday.
I don't mind at all.
It keeps me busy at least.
I'm just going to miss those late mornings.

Been working on the past two days.
It was alright.
Had received my pay on Tuesday.
$$$$$$$
And looking forward to my next pay day!
7 November 2008.
HAHAHA!

Next working day is on Sunday.
Full shift!
$$$$$$
10am - 9.30pm

Sighhs.
I wanna go swimming soon!
But have been feeling sick...
So didn't managed to go swim.
Have already seen the doctor on Monday.
But I'm recovering soon!
I wanna go shopping too.
I guess we'll have to see.
((:

My Dad has arranged driving lessons for me next week!
((:
Wow!
Feeling very excited.
HAHAHA!

These few days...
I have been having quiet moments to myself.
I guess right now...
I'm allowing myself to really recover.
From all the pain.
It's hard.
But I'll pull through somehow.
I always do.
It feels lonely at times.
But I know I can do it.
(:

Alrights.
Update another time then.
(:

<3 meiyun

2008-10-06T22:42:00.003+08:00

Update time!

Oh wells.
I was tag-ed to do this quiz.
So here goes...

1. The person who tag you is?
Chin Hui

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Good friend from secondary school.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
-funny
-talkative
-gives good advice
-a good friend
-cool!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Paid my share of dinner on my birthday last year!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
'cock tao'!!!! LOL.

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
I wouldn't know. When it happens... you will know...

7. If he/se become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
I dunno.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
I would have to kill him! LOL. KIDDING ONLY!

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
He killed my best friend. (which I think is impossible..)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
I have no idea..

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
A funny guy.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Silly, naive and full of nonsense.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Full of nonsense.

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are?
Silly and naive.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Me. I love to be me.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you for everything. It's being appreciated!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. (Pass to people that have a blog only.)

As usual.
If you wanna do the quiz.
Go ahead.

I fell sick on Sunday.
Headache.
Slight fever.
Flu.

But I still went to work.
Nothing can kill me.

Woke up this morning.
And I felt a little unwell.
Went to see the doctor.
Haven't been to a doctor in a very long time.

If only being sick could get you to care for me...
I wouldn't mind being sick everyday.
But you do not care for me anymore.

And tomorrow...
Is PAYDAY!!!
LOL.
And will be working after that.
I think I might go swimming in the morning though.
I miss swimming!
I guess I will be giving the Zoo trip a skip though.
Since I'm working and all...
Perhaps next time.

Alrights.
I shall update another time then.
(:

<3 meiyun

2008-10-04T00:22:00.002+08:00

I kept sneezing today.
Is someone thinking of me??!!
LOL.

Today was supposed to have Kbox session with my poly friends.
HAHAHA!
But also dunno what happened.
It was cancelled.

Winson says we're going to the Zoo on Monday.
I'm a little excited about it!!!
I miss the Zoo!!!
Hope the event won't be cancelled!
HAHAHA!

They say waiting for someone you know will never come is the most tiring.
(:

My mind is all made up.
Be it a year or 10.
I will wait.
And yes my friend.
You're worth it.
The nicest thing is that you know that I'm waiting.
And the sweetest is that you apologised.
Waiting is all I know how to do now.
My heart is unable to accept anyone else right now.

Last night my phone rang 3 times.
1st was a message by Eric.
OMG!
I just laughed like crazy after reading it.
The sms said "goodnight and just want to let you know that after knowing you in best denki ngee ann city onwards, feel that you're a pure nice girl"
I didn't know what to reply so I didn't reply back.
But it made me laugh out of control!!!

Then it was Lawrence.
Saw the sms and I went "0-0-0"
HAHAHA!
It was nothing much.
Everytime my phone rang...
It was disappointment...
Lastly...
Zhi Xian sms me too!
My heart skipped a beat.
OMG.
It totally shocked me.

So we talked...
Hahaha!
Even now that things had turned out this manner...
I find it kinda funny lah!
Makes me smile in a weird way.
Oh wells...

Shall update another day then!

<3 meiyun

2008-10-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

A short update...
Hmmm...
Sighhh.

Currently down with a mild flu.
But I'm doing alright!
(:

Although things may have changed now...
But I have made another decision.
I have decided to wait for you.
It's stupid and dumb.
Maybe pointless even.
But it's okay.
It's my choice.
I will wait.
Please don't try to change my mind.
It won't work for now.

Huifen told me I'm silly.
Cause I'm crying all night.
(yes. the tears have fallen.)
Nelson says I look dead.
I know I look like some kind of walking dead corpse.
(:
But it's how I really feel.
And it's written all over my face.

Shall be resting for the next few days.
Work will resume on Sunday.
10am - 6.30pm

I can't wait for school to start.
It keeps me busy.
(:

<3 meiyun

2008-09-30T00:21:00.001+08:00

I want to go swimming soon!!!!

SWIMMING IS GOOD!

IT MAKES ME HAPPIER!

(((:

TOTALLY RANDOM POST!!!!

((((:

SWIM SWIM SWIM

<3 meiyun

2008-09-29T23:14:00.004+08:00

Time for an update!
(:

Went to Sentosa on Sunday with Kelly, Wei Xian and Ben.
But I only tanned for a few minutes.
I’m quite tanned already lah.
If I tanned some more…
Everybody will be calling me “chao dar”!
LOL.

The one lying down behind is probably Ben.

HAHAHAHA!

And so far…
I’m satisfied with my tan!

Went to Ikea at Tampines today.
Had their meatballs AGAIN!

This picture was totally random!

RANDOM LAH.

I was just fascinated with the toilet bowl.

I couldn't keep my hands off it!

LOL.

In the future...

I would like a tiny spot in my room.

So I can sit down and read.

And have my own private moments.

I love this bathroom!!

Two sinks!

Two mirrors!

Next time if I ever get married...

I wanna get this kinda bathroom!

My husband can use one.

And I use the other!

HAHAHA!!

_________________________________________________________
This part is gonna be my ranting…
So its like totally avoidable lah.
Can skip this long paragraph if you want.
I just need somewhere to rant out my feelings yeah.
(:

After so much that has happened.
I’m feeling more horrible than ever.
‘How can someone that is supposed to make you feel complete make you feel so empty?’
I liked that quote a lot.
But, I feel more lonely and empty than ever.

I wish to cry.
To let out my feelings.
To help ease the pain.
But I can’t seem to cry.
My tear glands doesn’t seem to be working anymore.
They seem to have stopped producing tears.

I sit down at my chair for hours.
Forcing myself to cry.
But nothing comes out.
It makes me feel more horrible inside.
Things seem to be getting more harder as each day passes.

I was watching “The Holiday” a few days ago.
And the man said to the lady: ‘there is something wrong with you. You don’t even cry’
So… is something wrong with me?

I need a hug.
From someone who cares.
How embarrassing to meet your friend and your first words are: ‘can I have a hug?’
I would ask for a hug from 1 person.
My cousin.
What silly and dumb things have I not said to her before.
But how often do we really meet.
But seriously, I wish someone could just come up to me and give me a big bear hug.
Maybe I could cry then.
Maybe then the tears would have started falling like crazy.

Each passing day is so hard to get by.
I feel more alone than ever.
But smiling is a really easy task.
It always comes on cue no matter what.

_______ever since you left me.
Things just got complicated.
I wish you had stayed.
Things would have been easier.

I wish I could go back to my Secondary 2 days.
It was so simple back then.
All I had to do was show up for school.
Have fun with my friends.
And study for my exams.
Nothing much to worry about.
There was no such as ‘the affairs of the heart’

Alrights.
Enough ranting already.
I think I feel a little better.
But still nothing can remove the feeling in my heart.
It makes me wanna ‘stone’ all the time.
(:
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Anyway…
Will be working for the next 2 days.
6pm – 9.30pm
And Kbox with my poly friends soon?!
Haven’t seen them in a very long time!
LIKE VERY VERY LONG ALREADY!
LOL.

Shall update another time!

<3 meiyun

2008-09-26T23:04:00.004+08:00

UPDATES!!!

MISSION: ACCOMPLISHED! (hints.)

It's been a long week.
But it's finally over.
A lot of stuff has happened.
But I believe my decision has been right.
And I should have done it earlier.
(:

These few nights...
I've been sleeping with the door open slightly.
I have no idea why.
I feel scared I guess.

All I've been feeling is disappointment.
This weird feeling in my heart.
I wish it would go away.
SIGHHS.
I wish to cry.
To let it all out.
But the tears can't seem to fall.

Tomorrow I'm working.
3pm - 10pm
And Sunday...
SUNTANNING!!!
With Kelly, Ben and Wei Xian.
I'm looking forward to it!

And Kelly.
I have something to share.
((:

Alrights.
I shall update soon.

<3 meiyun

2008-09-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Michel

I had the runs this morning.
So did my brother.
I think we had food poisoning.
)):

It was horrible.
I sweated.
I was in great pain.
It's worse than those that comes only once a month.
LOL.
Anyway...
I'm okay now.

Stayed home the whole day.
I was tired...
And so...
Tomorrow I'm working full shift.
10am - 9.30pm.
Yawn!!!!

I'm confused.
I think I'm doing something wrong.
I'm making a mistake somehow.
My heart's all tangled up now.
I wish someone could make it straight for me.
Yeah... and I don't wish to hurt anyone.
):

I think she's pretty my friend.
I'm glad for you.
((:

ANDD!!!
WINSON KOH JUST CALLED ME FROM THAILAND!!
HAHAHAHA!!!
It made me sooooo HAPPY.
But we hanged up very quick.
Cause his card no money!!!!!
But he says he will call again!!!
And he said he got me something!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO HAPPY AND EXCITED.
For one moment.
It made everything that has been going wrong seem right.
(:
I miss my JO2 friends already.
I wish I was with them too.
(:
They'll be back home in Singapore soon!!!
I can't wait!

<3 meiyun

2008-09-19T22:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI XIAN!

Updates for today..
Met up with Michel in the morning.
We went swimming at SIA group sports club.

OMG lah.
The place is so beautiful.
I went swimming there.
Their pool was olympic size!
And I did a little tanning there too!
I did enjoy myself there too!
The facilities is so damn good!!!
Thumbs up!

After that we had lunch...
The ingredients is so damn generous.
It cost $6..

Went home and had a rest.
I was so tired...
Hahaha!!!

I had a snack today.
Giant's Pockey.
The stick was very long.
And so yummy!!!
It's so nice!!!

I have a sudden craving for MacDonalds.
=.=
I know it sounds random.
Perhaps I haven't had it for such a long time...
Thus the craving.
Will someone bring me out for some Macdondals?!
HAHAHA!

Hmmm.
Was feeling a little down today.
And feeling now is totally confused.
)):
HAHA!
Shall update another time...
(:

<3 meiyun

2008-09-18T01:43:00.002+08:00

Updates!!!
It'll be quick.
No pictures.

Results were out on Monday.
I passed.
My GPA.
=.=
It's not very well done.
HAHAHA!
Hey!
But I passed okay!

Had met up with Zhi Xian in the night.
Passed him his birthday present.
Hoped he (liked it?!)
HAHAHA!

Went over to find Nelson after that.
For a little chat.
Thanks my friend.
For listening.
It was greatly appreciated.
(:

Tuesday was spent shopping with Huifen.
Damage done:
$127.80 on clothes.
$4.30 on food.
Total damage: $132.10
Next few weeks will be spent scrimping and saving.

Went to work on Wednesday.
6pm - 9.30pm
Did cashiering duties.
I was a nervewreck.
But I did alright.

Was suppose to go running in the morning with Samuel.
But I was too tired.
So cancelled.
But we're going to go running today.
9.30am.
He wants to keep fit.
HAHAHA!!!
So...
I'll be nice!
And go running.
Cause I want to keep fit too!

Friday will be a busy day.
And Saturday will be spent resting.
Cause I'm working full shift on Sunday.

And I shall update soon...
Sorry for the damn boring post!!!
LOL!

LOVES!
MEIYUN!
XOXOXOXO!

2008-09-13T14:12:00.004+08:00

It's Saturday!
))):
HAHAHAHA!
Shall update now.
And will explain why I'm in such a horrid mood.

Well...
Wednesday and Thursday were spent working.
I have learnt how to do cashiering.
Only left the gift vouchers that I have to learn.
And it's quite easy actually.
Just need to pick up the speed now.
Andd I just love swiping the cards!
Swipe!
Swipe!
Swipe!
Soooo fun!!!
OMG!!

Spent the whole day at home.
Resting!
I was so tired!!
And I only had dinner and supper.

As for today...
Went to meet Adam as usual.
We exchanged food?!
He gave me a box of Pockey and I gave him my homemade spaghetti!
I hope I didn't poison him though!
LOL!
I'm not a GREAT COOK.
But AT LEAST I TRIED.
((:

Supposed to meet Michel for gym and swimming.
But I cancelled.
Too tired lah.
And I was in a super duper bad mood.
Someone made me damn pissed lah! (tsk tsk!)
That's all I can say about it.
So the exercise will be postponed to 2 weeks later.
And I'm looking forward to it!
Can't wait to soak in the sun!!

Here's our MRT line in the future.
Took it from Meiyee's blog.
So complicated can!
So many different colour lines!
I wonder if I'll get any chance to ride them all?!
Hmmm.

Lately...

I'm into 2 songs.

What About Now by Daughtry.

Here's the link for their music video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrJ5lJGjpDI

It's really very touching.

It's about the homeless, the hungry etc. people.

It touched my heart deeply.

((:

And the other song is

I Can't Break It To My Heart by Delta Goodrem.

And here's the link for the music video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQkpUc5cgl4

She looks really pretty in the video.

And listen closely to the lyrics.

Gosh.

So meaningful.

Especially the chorus.

I can connect to this song right now.

((:

I'm so lazy to go online.

Just don't have the mood.

))):

I want to talk to you.

But.

OMG.

Where has my courage ran to?

Are you free to talk online??

Ohhh... Never mind.

It's just all my ranting.

But yeah. I miss talking to you.

Tomorrow I'm working morning shift.

(((:

I can go home earlier and rest.

And results are out on Monday.

))):

I'm so scared.

I've been so scared before.

How?

I think I could fail..

Oh gosh.

I'm going to pray really hard.

Will it work?

What if I really fail?

Hmmmm.

SIGHH.

Such a lovely Saturday.

But I'm at home.

With no one to date!

LOL.

Sounds pathetic.

I'M SO PATHETIC.

Andd DAMN Lawrence.

Asked to borrow $50 from me AGAIN.

For the 9876543210 time already.

But as usual I said no...

Actually I think he has asked this about maybe 4 times.

I'm not rich.

I'm broke.

Maybe I can lend $10.

That's all I can afford to lend.

I'm selfish right.

So, hate me then.

love.

meiyun.

xoxoxo.

2008-09-09T21:09:00.002+08:00

Update time!
Hohoho!

Saturday 6 September 2008
Went out with my mom to watch a movie.
We had watched Money No Enough.
Movie ticket had cost $19 in total.
OMG.
Tickets had gone so expensive already.
HAHAHA!

Sunday 7 September 2008
Went to work.
Had worked the morning shift.
10am - 6.30pm
Was happy cause I could go home early and rest!!!
HAHAHA!

Monday 8 September 2008
PAYDAY!!!
HAHAHA!
I was very happy lah!!!

Had gone over to Tampines to buy mooncake from Kelly.
My mom said she wants to eat mooncake...
So... I became a fillial daughter and bought her mooncakes!
HAHAHA.
Headed home after that and took a rest.

Today 9 September 2008
Met up with Adam.
And went to Ubi.
We went to buy MORE MOONCAKE!!!
LOL.
It was a long queue!!!
SUPER DUPER LONG.
The brand of the mooncake was 'da zhong guo'
Very famous brand.

My box of mooncakes cost $32.
After that we headed over to Tampines for dinner.
And I headed home.
HAHAHA!

Hmmm.
To my friends that are going to Thailand tomorrow.
Take care.
Have a safe journey and enjoy yourselves!

My Dad asks me to don't buy so many shoes!
LOL.
On Sunday I had bought a pair of black pumps.
And so...
After what my Dad said...
I had went to count how many pairs of footwear do I own.
Its a total of 18 pairs of footwear.
Is it really a lot??!
LOL.

I saw the F1 promotion at Parkway Parade.
So I took a snapshot of it...
Hahas!

Will be working night shift for the next two days.
6pm - 9.30pm
And on Sunday I will be working morning shift again.
Saturday I will be meeting up with Michel to exercise.
That'll be all for this week.

I was watching a Hong Kong show the other day...
Hmmm.
Sighs.
Anyway...
They were saying that well.
If you still having nightmares/dreams of a person.
And even though you don't think of them.
Actually, you miss them a lot.
And they still have a place in your heart.
Gosh.
I wonder if it's true.
)):

Shall update another time then!
HAHAHA!
((:

love,
mei yun,
xoxoxo

2008-09-05T23:26:00.008+08:00

HI ALL!
UPDATE!
HAHAHA!

But first...
Replies to tag-gies!

伟~oh wells. I was young mah!
Jane~thanks girl!
cheris~hahas! I dun think you have shrink lah! ((:
JianXing~why amaze huh!? LOL
fran~thanks!

Here's the update...
Shall update on yesterday's birthday celebration for Alaine and Jennifer.
Had dinner at New York New York.
I had enjoyed myself.
But sorry I couldn't attend Dong Xuan's BBQ.
Wished I was there though!
(:

Here's the pictures.
They can speak for themselves.

Here's Huifen, Wei Yi and Kenny.
Haha.
Candid moment!

The bithday cakes!

The birthday girls.
Alaine and Jennifer.

Make a wish!!!

They look so happy lah!
Smile until so wide!

Cut cake!

Candid!

Eating the cake!

Open present!
Look at their faces lah!
SO HAPPY AND EXCITED!
LOL.

Me and Wei Yi the NERD!

Me and the girls!

Me..

That is all...

For today...
I went out with Jane.
We went to Bugis.

And had finally bought my Guess wallet!
I can strike it off my wish list finally!
$69.90!
Sponsered by Adam.
Cause he strike 4D.
SHHHH.
I'm not supposed to tell anyone!
LOL!
But thanks!
And I own him a pair of Havaianas.
HAHA!

Jane and me..

Hmmm..
Tomorrow I'm going out to Tampines with my mom.
We're going to watch a movie.
She wants to watch Money No Enough 2.
And I shall accompany her to watch.
((:

And I'll be working on Sunday.
And PAYDAY is on MONDAY!!
I can't wait!

Before I end things...
I saw this photo that Kenny took during prom night in 2006.
I liked it alot.
It looks nice!
HAHA!
Kenny looks so retarded!
And my hair looks sooooo straight!
And Alaine... so cute!
LOL!

That'll be all.
I will update another day!
((:

LOVE LOVE LOVE,
MEIYUN
XOXOXO

2008-09-04T00:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAINE!

Update time!
As promised my photos...

HAHAHAHA!

This is my passport photo!

Funny lah!
My hair all pinned up.
I look old and ugly!

Everytime take passport size photo...
Never look good.
The picture always turns out to be ugly.
HAHAHA!
I shall show you guys the proof!
Let's see how I have grown...
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I think it was quite cute!
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Around 16 years old.
A bit chubby!
Haha!

Notice how most of the photo my lips were pouting!
HAHAHAH!
I think the photo taken when I was 4 years old looks the cutest!
So chubby!!!
And I love the hair!
(((:

Hoped the pictures had made you guys laugh!
HAHAHA!

Oh-oh-oh!
I have grown 3cm!!!
I am now 153cm!!!
((((:
Drinking milk really helps!!!
It helped me to grow taller.
HAHAHA!!
That's my secret to growing that 3cm!

Went to work yesterday.
And had taken the escalator.
And I saw that they had painted footprints onto it.
Rather interesting though!

Learnt how to do cashier at work...
OMG.
Scary lah.
So many things to remember.
But I must learn.
I don't wish to be on the sales floor.
So boring sometimes.
Be cashier at least got things to do.
But it is stressful to be at the cashier!
HAHAHA!

Alrights...
Shall update soon!
(((:
MONDAY IS PAYDAY!!!
I'm broke already!
HAHAHA!

Loves,
Meiyun,
Xoxoxo

2008-09-02T22:36:00.004+08:00

UPDATE TIME.
Now I have the time to update so….
HAHAHA!
YAY!

Today I had went to town with Huifen…
Had planned to buy my Guess wallet and black shoes…
But couldn’t find any nice design for my wallet and no size for my shoes.
So I guess…
For my wallet… I shall wait…
And my shoes… tomorrow I shall go see if there’s my size at Parkway Parade’s outlet before I go for work.

Anyway…
Today I had bought only a pair of shorts and a set of (intimate wear!?).
Didn’t spend a lot.
Had wanted to join my friends at Ryan’s house for gathering.
But after some consideration… I decided not to go.
Too far and I’m tired.
Maybe another time.

Now for my update on Teacher's Day at BGSS.
(((:
The performance was alright.
Much better than last year.
HAHA!
Enjoy the video yeah!

This was the 1st performance.
Quite good.
But I was lazy to video it all.
So it's only a very very short part.
LOL.

Tried to upload another video...
But got error.
The performance has my form teacher since Secondary 3 peerforming in it.
Haha!
He was playing a guitar in it.
The performance was overall quite cool!
I'll try to upload in later or another time.

Group photo.

HAHA!

I was the only girl.

A little weird.

But it's okay lah.

The library had became the staffroom for teachers.

And the staffroom is now the library.

Totally funny!

And now...

Here are some pictures taken after the concert.

Had went out with my friends to Tampines Mall...

Kelly at work!

Jia you my girl.

It will all end soon.

And you can see your boyfriend.

And we can go tanning!

(((:

Me!!

I had this for breakfast that day.

RANDOM!!

LOL!

Alrights…
More information on my China trip!
YES. I’M GOING TO CHINA!
LOL.
It will be on 18-21September.
I’m only excited about the plane ride and the hotel we’re staying at!
HAHAHA!
To my dear friends that are going Thailand really soon!
I miss you guys!
Take care of yourselves okay!
AND HAVE FUN!

My Chinese is super fail!!
HAHAHA!
I didn’t know that ‘nian zi’ is actually called scotch tape in Chinese!
LOL.

Tomorrow…
I will be working 6 - 9.30PM.
And Thursday I will be celebrating my friend’s birthday.
As for Friday I have not planned anything yet.
This week will fly by very fast.

I haven’t been sleeping on my bed lately.
Been sleeping on a mattress in the living room.
I miss my bed.
LOL.
I’m getting used to the mattress though!?

I had a dream the other night.
I was planning to go Sentosa for sun-tanning with Kelly.
HAHAHA.
It’s my second dream about sun-tanning.
My first one was some weeks ago.
I was getting prepared to go sun-tanning with Kelly.
I was throwing sun-tanning lotion and tanning oil into my bag.
I can’t wait to go tanning soon with KELLY!
I shall wait patiently yeah!
Hahaha!

I’m getting my pay on Monday!
I can’t wait!
(((:

They say that true love is loving someone that doesn't love you.
I think it's only half true.
((((:
I'm sure everyone will find someone that loves them and vice versa.
That's true love too.

Recently everyone's msn nick has 'i miss you'
Or has the word 'miss'
HAHAHA!
They must have a crush on someone from school!
Cause its the holidays!
HAHAHA!!
SO RANDOM!!

Shall update soon!
Next entry I will put up my picture that’s on my passport.
It doesn’t look like me.
And it’s super ugly!
LOL.

Loves,
Meiyun
xoxoxo

2008-08-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL!
(((:

Here's a short update.
((((:

Work is tiring.
Cause of the crazy sale.
I'm always busy.
No time to rest.
And time flies so fast when I'm working.

Today I had cabbed down to my secondary school, Bedok Green with Adam.
After I alighted, he cabbed down to his secondary school.
Was at BGSS to celebrate teacher's day!
The concert was much better than last year!
Will post videos and pictures next week!

Headed down to Tampines with my friends after that.
We had lunch and walked around before heading home.
Took a little rest before I went out again.

Headed over to parkway parade for some shopping with Adam.
And we both bought stuff.
Finally bought my goggles.
Can go swimming again!
YAY!
Had dinner and headed home.

Well..
For tomorrow.
I'll be working full shift.
Same for Sunday.
SIGHH.
I'll be so tired by Sunday night.
)):
Just hope it will all end quickly ASAP.

And I won't be going to Taiwan.
The destination for my family trip has changed.
I'm going to China on the 2nd week of September for 1 week!
Can't wait!
(((:

Okays.
Shall update soon.
Sometime next week!
BYEE!!

love,
meiyun
xoxoxo

2008-08-28T01:39:00.005+08:00

Nikon DSLR D40

Should I buy????

The Courts Mega Raya Sale...

It is selling for $888

Original price is $998

I have enough money to buy it.

And also have the money to buy PSP.

But if I buy both...

My piggy bank will decrese to 3 figure number.

I had taken quite some time to save up to 4 figure number.

But I really have fallen in love with this camera.

But I have no idea whether I should buy...

Advice please!!!!

I need comments from you guys!!!

Shall stop till here.

Will update ASAP!

Loves,

Meiyun

XOXOXO

2008-08-25T22:11:00.004+08:00

I shall attempt to update everyday.
((:
I don't wish for my blog to be dead.
HAHAHA.

I stayed home the whole day.
And slept the whole day!
It was so refreshing.
Haven't felt like that in ages.

Oh wells.
I'm making my passport tomorrow.
And will be sending my laptop to hp service centre again!
My laptop super fail!
HAHAHA.

Next thursday...
Got 2 events.
Birthday celebration for Alaine and Jennifer.
And Dong Xuan's birthday BBQ.
I want to go for both.
HAHAHA.
But I haven't applied for leave yet!
But I will soon...

If only I had a boyfriend that can drive.
I can get him to chaffeur me between the 2 places!
But okay...
I know is a bit impossible.
And it sounds a little materialistic.
HAHAHA!

I was doing a personality test just now...
=.=
I know I sound like I very free right!
LOL.

So... anyway... I was asked to rank the following animals in my preference.
Cow, Horse, Pig, Sheep and Tiger.

And so I ranked them like this...
Horse
Tiger
Cow
Pig
Sheep

And this is what it meant.
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Horse - family
Tiger - pride
Cow - career
Pig - money
Sheep - love
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So...
It means love is the last priority in my life.
Hmmm.
Oh wells...
I dunno.
Do you think its true??
HAHAHA.

And for some humour!
There was this question that was to come up with a word that you can think of immediately.
-coffee
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So naturally...
When I see coffee... I will think of TEA.
And sea... I will think of WATER.

Guess what this results were supposed to mean...
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It means that to me...
I interpret sex as tea!
And
That the water means how I imply my own life.
HAHAHAHA.
I just burst out laughing after that!

Enough nonsense already lah!
LOL.

Anyway...
Did you guys read the New Paper today??
The articles on page 2 to 4 totally shock me!
Let me give a few quotes and maybe you guys will understand why.

Page 2:
"Brenda only used protection sometimes to 'see how it feels', while Sarah had no idea she could become pregnant or catch an infection by having unprotected sex. These are just 2 examples of how adventurous our students are becoming. A check with 3 school counsellors and 5 teachers revealed that teenagers are not only having sex earlier, but more alarmingly, they are not practising safe sex. And it does not seem to matter if they are in the Express or Normal streams - many of those who are sexually active are clueless about safe sex."

Page 3:
"Giving an anecdote, she said: 'I counselled one 16-year-old Express student last year who got pregnant.' She said when she told her boyfriend, his response was, 'It really doesn't matter, we can continue to have sex now as you can't get pregnant a second time'."

Page 4:
"The former Express student in a neighbourhood school said she lost her virginity to her 1st boyfriend whom she met in school. They had sex 4 times a week at his home when his parents were out.She said they rarely used a condom, and the few times that they did was 'just to see what sex felt like with a condom'. 'We experimented a lot. The condom was just for fun - I didn't know at that time it was important to use it to prevent pregnancy or STIs,' she said. 'There was nothing much else to do then, so we just had sex.' "

After I read the articles on page 2 - 4...
My reaction was
=.=

Are secondary school students having sex at such a early age??
OMG!!
So young lah.
Can't they wait till they grow a bit older.
Like maybe 18 years old?!

Andd...
Who says after pregnant one time can't get pregnant again for a 2nd time?
How in the hell did my mom gave birth to me then?!
After she gave birth to my brother.
A miracle happen and I was born is it!!!!??
LOL.
Young girls...
Don't be naive okay!
Don't always believe what you're told.
((:

And the last quote I gave.
More horrible can!!!
Nothing else to do so have sex!!
OMG!!!
What is happening to teens nowadays??!
Go study or play some sports.
That is what you all should be doing..
And OMG!!!
Having sex 4 times a week!!!
Don't you guys have anything better to do??
OMG!!!!
I'm so appalled!!
SIGHH.

What is happening huh!!??
=.=
When I was in Secondary 1...
I already know how women can get pregnant.
And how to prevent it.
And by Secondary 2...
I already know the dangers of having sex and stuff.
Please pay attention to your sex education okay.
Even though is a little boring...
But just listen lah...
For the sake of listening..

Okay okay...
Enough of all these stuff.
HAHAHA.
Boys and girls...
Please be more smart okay!

And and and...
About the XXX stuff...
A little correction...
It's not just about sex..
It's also about everything related to it.
Haha.
If need me to elaborate more...
Tag in the tagboard okay...
Maybe I will elaborate more if you ask me to.
But see first lah.
I still want my blog to be rated G.
G for GENERAL.
Means suit for everybody to read!!
((:

Lastly...
I went to Bebe's website today...
And saw 2 dresses that I liked...

This is a kimono style dress.

And a simple halter dress.

But both is very expensive...
And I'm wondering does anybody know where I can buy similar style dresses at a cheaper rate??!!!
HAHAHA!!
And I really love these 2 dresses!
((:

After I read Fangyu's blog...
I had a sudden urge of shopping!!
HAHAHA!

Bye!!!

Love,
Meiyun
xoxo

2008-08-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

The walls in my living room has been painted.
So are all the walls in my house.
My living room walls now looks a pale green.
And the rest of the walls in my house is still white!
I'm a bit not used to it.
It looks so new lah.
Hahaha!

Well...
Today just went to work only.
One whole long day.
(((:
There was a new trainee for G2000.
She reminded me of someone.

Just now...
My uncle came to my house.
As usual, he was looking for my father.
But my dad wasn't home.
And I told my uncle he's not home.
And he didn't believe me lah.
)))):
My mom tried to hide cause she lazy to talk to my uncle.
So I was all alone at the door feeling helpless.
Anyway, he left after my mom told him to call my dad cause he's really not at home.
=.=

This morning...
2AM++
I woke up with a bad dream.
It was horrible.
I woke up gasping for air.
I felt breathless.
I felt scared.
And I didn't know what to do...

The dream was about him again.
=.=
I went back to sleep after that.
At that point of time I felt like a 5 year old girl...
Who had a dream about monsters and vampires.
SCARY.

Anyway, enough of those...
To Fangyu....
Let me enlighten you okay.
Allow me to be the one to tell you what XXX is...

It is... (I can't believe I'm going to type this on my blog!! OMG!)
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SEX.

((((:
I think that is what it means...
Or rather what Winson means.

AND WINSON KOH...
What you mean by I know XXX very well?????
=.=

LET'S ALL STOP THIS WHOLE XXX THING CAN.
I have said what it is...
And we shall talk about it no more!
End of story.
(((:
Agreed???

Okay.
I shall update soon.
(((:

Love,
Meiyun
xoxoxox

2008-08-23T22:58:00.003+08:00

Update again.
(((:

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER.
(((:

I'm happy!
I can finally relax!

Nothing much to update.
HAHAHAS!

Yesterday after the exam...
Met Nelson.
And had a talk.
Hope everything turns out well my friend.

Last night...
Something funny thing happened with me and my Dad.
I was reading Meiyee's blog...
Looking at her pictures...
And my Dad walked past me to get to the toilet.
And he asked me...
"Who's that?"
Damn funny lah.
Whe he went into the toilet...
I said to myself that it was my friend.
My Dad is INQUISITIVE too!!
Just like me!
HAHAHA!

As for today...
Met up with Adam in the morning.
And I had roti prata!
LOL.
Went home after that and slept the whole day!

Well...
Tomorrow....
I'm going to work.
Full shift.
$$$$
HAHAHAHAS!

Lately...
I've been thinking.
Haha.
How do you know what you really want.
This seems to be what I want.
But how do I know if it's really there?
I'm talking nonsense already!
LOL.

My plans for next week are...
Monday - running
Tuesday - make passport
Wednesday and Thursday - working night shift
Friday - shopping with Adam
Saturday and Sunday - working full shift

Hahas!
Fully booked already!
And one week will just fly by like that...
LOL
Shall update another time.

Loves,
Meiyun
xoxo