Tuesday, January 27, 2009 1:22 AM

Happy Chinese New Year.
(:



Monday 26 January 2009

1st day of CNY.
My dad offered me beer.
And my uncle toasted to me.
Wishing me good luck this year.
Weird...!

Tuesday 27 January 2009

My heart feels heavy..
(:

Was it because I was reminded of the unhappy past?
Or was it beacuse I know that
whatever I said came from my heart?

Something that I usually never admitted.
It feels weird.
It made me sad.
To hear myself admit those stuff.
It made me realize what kind of a person I really am.

My heart just feels so...
Heavy.

For the first time.
My heart pounded like I was about to pass out soon.
And when I walked away.
It felt heavy.

The truth hurts.
The past hurts.
But we all move on, don't we?

Where does this leave me?
Back to square one I suppose.

I need to be left alone.
I haven't felt like this in ages.
It feels like I have lost someone.
Like the night of 28 June 2007.
The night when I felt true heartache.

[[...Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me
-I hate this part by The Pussycat Dolls...]]

<3 meiyun

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