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Friday, July 25, 2008 11:33 PM Time to blog. It's almost a week. My blog is rotting already. So... Take a deep breath. And open your eyes wide! It's going to be a super long naggy entry!! Andd my mother is snoring away while I'm updating! LOL. Sunday 20 July 2008 HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRAN )))): My mood was sooo !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*. LOL. But I still went to work anyway. I needed the $$. Work was tiring and I felt sooo sick. ))): Work finally ends and I headed home. And I almost died. )))): My sore throat has led me to a headache and a runny nose. And I feel sooo cold and sick. )))): I hope I recover soon. Monday 21 July 2008 My throat killed me last night. )))): I coughed like crazy. It almost took my life. Went to school as usual. And it was raining like nobody’s business. LOL. School ended at 2pm. And I headed home after that. Went out at night… TO WATCH A MOVIE. Red Cliff. I almost fell asleep… I couldn’t keep up with the story. But overall the storyline is quite good. It’s just that the male characters look so alike. I just got lost halfway. AHAHAHAHAS. To the movies! Dined at Mos Burger for dinner. And headed home around 10PM. And I’m feeling so tired. I feel dead. My throat is killing me!!! Me!! Wanna thank Eddie, Adam and Jane. For the “ling liang”, strepsils, fisherman sweets and tea. How very nice of you guys!!! Many loves! My lovely "medicines"!! Tuesday 22 July 2008 Lunch was at Alumni House. Yummy! Settling the money... ![]() ![]() .... ![]() ![]() HAHAHAHAHAS! TWIST! ![]() My throat is still not getting any better. ))))))): I think I’m going to die soon. Wednesday 23 July 2008 Last lesson for IS!! Yay! Lesson ended very early. Had lunch with Winson and Fangyu. ((((((: And played Fangyu’s PSP!! Super fun!! Winson is very hooked onto his new game in his PSP. DAMN! Me before I went to school... In the library waiting for Winson and Fangyu... I hate myself sometimes! I need more strepsils yeah… It stops me from coughing like crazy. This morning I coughed till tears were coming out from my eyes. )))))): !@#$%^&* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. I WANT MORE STREPSILS!!! HINTS HINTS!!!!! Work was alright. (((: But I must try to be on time. Damn the bus! At work! ________________________________________________________________ XZL… I miss you today. A lot. I was lying on the mattress… And I suddenly missed you. I remember the times when we were so young back then. But it was all so sweet to be true. When I was sick. You pulled me to see the doctor. When I was stressed. You were there to support me. I remember the times when we said: “I love you” “I miss you”. Yet… all so naïve and sweet. I missed the times when I would look into your eyes. And I would whisper to you “how now?” I missed the times when you told me that you’d never let anyone lay a hand on me much less hurt me. It made me feel safe. I missed seeing the serious look on your face. It made me feel that I could count on you for the rest of my life. For once, I felt like you were the one. But I was wrong, I guess. I missed the time when you cooked for me. We would always be giggling and laughing. You were so shy every time you cooked for me. I missed your mega-watt smile. It was a beautiful promise that was made too soon. How we promised to love each other. To be there for each other. To never leave each other. To get married and take photos. And what kind of houses we were going to live in. And how it was going to look like. And how many kids we were going to have. It was just all too soon. It’s kinda weird now that we’re not in each other’s life. I’m moving on. And so are you. I’m falling sick and I haven’t seen a doctor yet. I’m stressed but I haven’t talked to anyone yet. But I hope you’re doing better than I am. I feel stuck. Very stucked. Could you tell me what to do? To let go and move on. Cause there is someone out there that I really like. But I think he just treats me as a very good friend. At times… I feel like I’m rooted to the ground. Not moving at all. I like to go back to your area. It was a walk down memory lane. I like to take a walk there when things happen. 1st day of work, last day of work, a failed test, a well done test, when I know someone new whom I think I could possibly like. When these happen… I like to take a walk over there. And as I walk one round… I whisper in my heart as if I was telling you about it. I wanted to share the moment with you. Sometimes I sit at the place where we said our last goodbye. And I close my eyes. And I let myself remember what happened that day. Sometimes it feels almost as if I was experiencing the whole thing again. Only this time it was in my memory. Sometimes, I pretend that you’re standing right there. And I would just stare into space. Looking straight into your “non-existence eyes”. And I’d just walk away after that. I’d walk the route we always took when I went home. As I neared the main road, I’d turn around and say in a very low voice “goodbye” Then I’d cross the road and head home. I miss you. I wonder if you do too… ________________________________________________________________ Thursday 24 July 2008 This morning. The sun shone. Just like it used to. It reminded me of you. Had breakfast with Winson and Seok. ((: Yummy. And I saw Shakilla at KAP. In the bus to KAP. Random picture! 3 straight hours of EM3A. ))): BORING. It was a killer. I slept during the last hour. I was really tired. Went to work. And was on time. Yay! (((: Got to know a colleague… And he reminds me of Lawrence. But he’s so flirty can?! LOL. At work... And it rained while on my way home! I stood under the rain. And let myself get soaked. It was nice. Friday 25 July 2008 Skipped QAS lecture. Cause I wanted to go see a doctor. Cause my mom, Yong Quan, Nelson, Adam, Eddie, Mark and Jane have urged me to hurry see a doctor. But, the clinic was closed. Just pure bad luck. Me. During FD tutorial... Went for FD tutorial. Didn’t even pay attention. I ended taking photos. Hahas. And Jian Xing took some too! Here’s our master pieces! Winson!! LOL! ![]() Close-up ![]() CiMin's NOOB face! Me and Jian Xing had pranked her! She fell for it! And we captured her VERY NOOB face! ![]() ![]() Jian Xing! Hmmm. I think he blinked! ![]() He was trying to be funny! ![]() I was in a very "twist" mood! ![]() ![]() ![]() I just LOVE this picture sooo much! Jian Xing's face damn FUNNY lah! ![]() Fran! ![]() Stayed back in school for PRI project. And felt so sleepy. And my brain could barely function. Went over to town for dinner with Lawrence. Had my favourite noodles at this particular restaurant at Orchard Cineleisure. YUMMY! My favourite noodles!! I tried on Lawrence's spectacles! I think I look pretty funny. Nerdy!? AUNTY!!!??? LOL! What do you think?! I leave it to you guys to judge! Lawrence's phone. It used to be XZL's phone too. I miss fiddling with "his" phone. Went to Heeren to buy my Havaianas. I bought the gold slim slippers! Lawrence promised to buy me the sliver slim slippers on my birthday! I can’t get any happier! And end of year I shall buy a white pair of Havaianas slippers! I already have this pair of purple pair of Havaianas... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Then I bought this pair of Havaianas . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . MY lovely Havaianas that I proudly own. AND LOVE! Went to Shaw House for a walk. Followed by a trip to Far East Plaza. And I headed back to my house area. And met up with Marcus. We talked, played and stuff. Headed home at 11PM. Me and Marcus. He was smoking. =.= I told him I would put this on my blog. And he literally begged me not to. But I still did anyway! And me!!! I played with his lighter. I remember when I was young... Me and my brother nearly burned down the house. But luckily my brother put out the fire. It was a mini-fire in the dustbin!! I guess I love playing with fire! Really a very long entry man! Appreciate please!!! I shall update another time then!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. LOVES!! MEIYUN!! XOXOXO!! ((...My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson...)) Labels: STRESSED AND SICK |
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