I feel like blogging...
So here I am.
It's the only place where I rant out all my stuff.
And a place where I can type out how I really feel.
I feel better sometimes after I put it all into words.
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Saturday 12 July 2008
Study session with Weiyi at Bedok Library.
Manage to finish up my PRI word document.
We studied at the 3rd level.
Which is actually the children’s section.
It was sooo cute!
The only reason we sat there ‘cause they were the only power sockets available at that time.
The rest were being used.
But I liked studying there.
It shall be my secret spot to study at now!

My SECRET SPOT!


The place I studied at...


Wei Yi...


Me... AHAHAHAHAS!


If I ever get to be a Mother in the future…
I’ll bring my child to the library every week.
And sit at my secret spot.
And read storybooks.
I’M JUST TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MY SECRET SPOT.

Last night I dreamt of _____________
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I woke up feeling really upset.
It really affected me so much.
I was in a daze when I woke up.
I wished part of my dream was true.
But dreams are only fantasies.
And they never come true.


That’s the reason why I never believed.

Sunday 13 July 2008
I had a dream last night again.
This time it’s someone different.
Here’s the thing.
It’s not as bad as the previous dream I had.
This dream just made me sigh.
SIGHHH.

I think God like to play tricks on me.
He likes me to have all these dreams that destroy me.
Is it a sign??
I’m starting to find dreams an annoyance.
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Went running today.
It cleared my mind.
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Soaked in some sunshine today while running.
I wonder if I’ve became any tanner…?!
I still wanna be more tanner.
I just can’t get enough of it.

Neverhavebeensohappybefore.
Wehadsuchagreatconversationonceagain.
Ithadmesmilingandattimeslaughing.
Iwishyouallthebestinyourstudies.
Andifit’ssuccessfulandyougetchosen.
Promisemeyou’llthinkofme.
CauseIwillbethinkingofyou.
I’llmissyouwhileyou’regone.
Alwaysremembertobesafeokay.
Asusual,Ican’twaitforThursday.
Iwanttocatchaglimpseofyou.
Pleaseletmebeabletoseeyouthistimeround.

Monday 14 July 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA (:

I saw Kamil in the morning.
It was so cute.
He was at the bus stop.
While I was in bus 21.
He showed me a twist…
Then I stare at him…
Wondering if it was him.
Then he kept smiling and showing me the twist sign…
So I waved and he waved.
It was such a funny moment, it made me smile genuinely.

Isawyoutoday.
((:
Ifeelsoshynow.

Lunch at Alumni House again.
Just like a big family.
Alongside with Seok, Winson, Fran and JianXing.
(((:

Lunch!


I’m going back to work on Wednesday.
I’m going to be really busy.
I’m going to tire myself out like the previous time.
But it’s alright.
I like it that way.
(((:

My mum talked to me today.
About XXXX stuff.
LOL.
She told me not to have sex at such a early age.
And that I should focus on my studies.
And not go around dating boys and stuff.
I struggled not to laugh lah.
But I just bear with it and said okay.
LOL.

This past few days has been a roller coaster for me.
I saw many things that has upset me.
Nevertheless, I still wish her the best.
((:

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Recently I have made up my mind.
All I lack is the determination to do it.
Gonna need some encouragement and some convincing in order to do it.
But I still need to make up my mind.
Everyone deserves a second chance right??
I still need some time to think it over.
To think about what I really want.
I need to be enlighten.
Actually, I think I already have been enlightened.
I guess I still need some time.
Really.
Gosh.
I’ve been so sad about this.
And very vexed too.
So much has happened.
I wanna cry.
But there are no tears.
I’m hurting inside and I wonder if anyone could see it.
And if anyone would care and understand.
Someday… I’ll know just what to do….
DATED: 13 July 2008


I think I have made up my mind,
It was hard to come to this decision.
But it’s time to let things go.
To walk away and never look back.
But all I lack is the courage.
I’m not sure if I should give it another shot.
I need to be convinced…
I dunno about what though.
I think I could use some time and help.
We’ll see how things goes.
DATED: 14 July 2008

I think I shall give you a chance.
We'll talk soon.
And see how it goes.
SIGHH.
DATED: 15 July 2008
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Tuesday 15 July 2008
I paid attention to EM3A lecture today.
Wasn't playing PSP.
Wasn't sleeping.
I'm proud of myself.
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But Winson was very distracting!
AHAHAHAHAS

Lunch was at Alumni AGAIN.
I'm going to be broke soon if this continues on.
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Thank God I'm starting work tomorrow.
And hope everything goes well.

Headed over to parkway parade today with Nelson.
Had to settle my administrative stuff for my work.
It took a very long time.
I almost died.
We dinner-ed and headed home.

Here are some pictures taken on Friday...
Courtesy of Fran's blog.

Fran!


Candid shot!


And here are my "zhi lian" photos taken on Saturday!
AHAHAAHAHAHAS!

Normal shots...


Stupid face!


Then I got emo...


Then happy!!!


And I messed my hair up...!


Andd got camera-shy in the end...! LOL


Okays.
That'll be all.
I shall update another day.
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I simply can't wait for this week to be over soon.
And for exams to be over too.
Andd finally the holidays come!!!
And my TAIWAN trip!!!
((((:

I'm hooked onto this song by A*Mei.
你是愛我的
It just sounds so nice.
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MANY LOVES.
MEIYUN.
XOXOXOXO.

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