Wednesday, March 19, 2008 3:54 PM

It's a Wednesday.
And it's raining very heavily over here at Bedok.
It has been very wet.
I guess it best describes how I feel lately.
Dark.

Anyway.
Supposed to go kbox today with my poly friends.
But I had no mood.
I'm tired.
And I'm tired of walking cause my leg hurts.
My leg is still sprained.
It doesn't seem to be getting any better.
It seems to get worse.
Sighh.

I feel like a piece of shit now.
Someone didn't reply to my sms.
WTH.
We've been ______friends for so long.
And you don't even bother to reply my sms.
I know I shouldn't be saying such stuff lah.
Cause I sometimes also like that to some people.
But the difference is you were supposed to be my best friend lor.
If you don't feel like going out then just say lah.
I won't blame you.
Cause sometimes I also tell my friends I don't feel like going out too.

Last year when you say you couldn't attend cause you had to rush your project.
I didn't blame you. I was being understanding.
This year even though I had an exam, I still rushed down to attend your_____.
I don't know what kind of friend am I.
Is it good or lousy or horrid.
I wanna say good cause________
But judging from what has been going on.
I think I am the most horrible friend anyone can have lah.
So screw me.

Gosh.
I'm in such a horrible mood now.
I'm going to stop blogging for a while.
I'm getting too emo-ish.
I don't feel happy anymore.
I'll wait till I'm more happy then I shall continue blogging.

Loves,
Meiyun
xo

Pictures!

My new hairstyle! (comments pls!)



the wet look!

you went away again.
or is it too early to say?
but I shan't take any more initiative.
I took too much.
It's time to move on.

and they say that to forget someone,
you find someone else to love with.
but won't that make us fickle?
shouldn't it be a gradual process?

to Mr. Lemon(try figuring out who Mr. Lemon is!)
stop messing with me.
you and your stupid nonsense.
don't being a jerk already.
and start acting a little more "i know what i want in life"
and do it already lah.
don't make me think you suck anymore.