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Thursday 28 February 2008
Went out today to celebrate Seok’s birthday.
We went to Settler’s café at Holland Village.
It was quite fun.
We stayed till the place closed for the day.
Then we bought some drinks and went to some playground.
Played truth and dare.
It was rather interesting.

The most funny part for me was when Jian Xing had to piggyback me.
I screamed and laughed a lot.
It’s been ages since someone piggybacked me.
All I wanted was my feet to be on the ground and not in mid air.
And yes… I kept asking to be placed back on the ground.
(((((((((((((((:
LOL
I really enjoyed myself today!!

And yes everybody…
I had another quarrel with my parents.
Actually my mom only.
My dad was the ANGEL.
He came all the way to Holland V to fetch me.
Then we talked on the car ride home.
Anyway…
In future if I wanna stay out late,
I’ll just tell my dad.
Cause he told me to do that!
Woo hoo!!
And he’s willing to come fetch me!
Save my transport $$
I’m so pampered by him lah!!
My dad’s the best lah!

My friends are right.
I screw up very fast with my parents.
I keep doing all the wrong things.
It won’t be long before I do something wrong again.

Lastly…
Actually…
I heard something today that really hurt me lah.
But I didn’t tell anyone.
But all I can say is everything is my fault lor.
I already tried to be nice.
But in the end if YOU wanna say I am mean then whatever lor.
I can’t be bothered lah.
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT LAH.
YOU HAPPY NOW!

PS: Fran! Thanks for your concern! You’re the best!

Friday 29 February 2008
How often do you get to blog on February 29??
It comes only once every four years.
Here’s wishing all leapers a very Happy Birthday!

Well…
Today’s supposed to be a day with Mr. Peach.
But he came down with fever.
SUCKS LAH.
I was happy and nervous for nothing.
I really looked forward to going out with him.
Sighh.

Not fated I guess.
Maybe it’s a sign that I shouldn’t go out with him anymore.
Cause I already feel horrid whenever I go out with him or when we sms.
So horrid.
Is God giving me a sign???
Everything seems wrong now!!!
I feel like a bitch/slut lah.
My life sucks lah.
Everything about me sucks lah.
I am in such a sucky mode right now.

Anyway met up with dearest cousin!
We went to have dinner at Ajisen.
I felt damn bloated after eating!
No more ajisen for me!!
Walked around Tampines after that.

We went to do something crazy after that anyway.
It was very very random!!
Anyway… after that…
We cab back to her house and I walked her up to her door and said HI to her mom!
I pretended to be a guy for one night and became her fake boyfriend.
Then I headed home.
While heading home, I suddenly had the urge to do something random too.
But I didn’t. I was too afraid to do it alone. LOL.

Saturday 01 March 2008
Supposed to go out today.
But I cancel.
Cause I had no mood!
I lost my appetite already.
I'm feeling moodless already!
I just lost my happy mood.
And I skipped dinner.
Cause I had absoulute ZERO mood.
Sighh

I think he's gone from my life.
Maybe we knew it right from the start.
But I have this feeling he's really gone.
Maybe I am better off alone.
I have this feeling he's never gonna come back.
I was just an adventure to him.
Maybe he realize something's weird and decides to go away.
Cause today I really feel he's gone.

Sighh.
I suck.
My life suck.
Someone please bring me out for some fresh air.
I wanna watch Sky Of Love.
But who will watch with me??
Any volunteers??!!

Love,
Meiyun
xo