HELLO!!!!
Here's an update from me!!!

Wednesday 5 March 2008
Met up with Lee Ping this afternoon.
We hanged around my house for a while.
Then we headed down to Orchard Road.

Met up with my secondary school friends at night.
They were KELLY, ALAINE, WEIYI, JENNIFER, NELSON, JOEL.
We had so much fun!!
I enjoyed myself.
We went to club at Zouk!
What an experience we had!
We drank and danced lah!

Beginning was a little weird for me…
But after a while I loosened up and enjoyed myself!!
I think everyone had a good time.
I felt my friend’s hand patting my head all the time!
I think they managed to take very good care of me!

Short messages to my friends!!
Alaine – I LOVE YOU LAH!!! You rocked at the dance floor!
Kelly – I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO!! Hugs!!
Wei Yi – great planning!! Let’s hang out soon again! Thanks for taking care of me!
Jennifer – you’re such an angel! It’s nice talking to you!
Nelson – thanks for taking care of me too!
Joel – you can dance man!!! Woo hoo!!

Anyway…
Drinking really does help one forget especially after you danced.
For a short period of time, I really forgot everything-babe & Mr. Peach.
I managed to forget all the unhappiness.
And I almost called them cause I wanted to hear their voice.
If only I can have amnesia then I’ll really forget everything.

Thursday 6 March 2008
Went to sleep at 7am last night.
Was talking on the phone with Winson.
We just talked loads of crap.
Then I sms’ed Kelly wishing her a good day at work.

Woke up at 4.30pm.
Oh my! What a PIG!!
LOL.
Went out at night to meet Wei Lee.
We watched The Water Horse.
It was quite a nice show.
Had dinner at MacDonald’s.
We reminisced so much about our secondary school days.
He offered to send me home.
But I kept saying NO.
And I reached home at nearly midnight.

Almost wanted to do something dumb on my way home.
But I didn’t.
I felt so alone.
Oh gosh…
I miss you and you.
Babe… I miss you.
Mr. Peach… I miss you too.

What a horrible person I can be.
Sighh.
Maybe it’s a good thing that Mr. Peach is gone.
It would be all too weird and wrong.
But gosh… I miss him.

Friday 7 March 2008
Today was the day that could have been.
It could have been our 1 year anniversary.
Gosh. I have never been so committed to someone my whole life.
Haha.
Let bygones be bygones I guess.

I turned down 2 people today.
Both wanted to bring me to the movies.
One wanted to bring me to bugis and the other to town.
But I just said I wasn’t feeling well.
I guess it was my heart that wasn’t feeling well.

Met up with my cousin and we went to watch The Leap Years.
It was such a nice movie.
But no tears were shed.
Gosh, have I turned into someone that has absolute no feelings.
Have I become ignorant or something?
Maybe everything’s became cliché to me.
Well…
I was supposed to watch that movie with Mr. Peach last week.
But he cancelled cause he was sick.
I’d planned to whisper in his during the movie that “let’s meet every February 29. Same time. Same place.”
Guess… things don’t really turn out the way you want.

Went to Pasir Ris to play on the swings after that.
Took bus 21 home.
By then the smiles were wiped away from our faces.
And there was only sadness in our eyes and we were so tired of everything.
Reached the gate of my house and I started crying.
I squatted outside and cried for a short while.
I wondered how did my life get so messy.
Why couldn’t things be as simple as I wish it could be.
Why did people have to do or tell me funny things?
Gosh, I’m in a mess.
One word for my life: MESSY

And I saw Willson Tan today!
Haha.
How random.
And I really do want a baah-loon!!!! Pur-lease!!! (winks!)
That was random too!

Saturday 8 March 2008
Stayed home today.
I needed some good rest.

Anyway...
Was on the phone with JingJie just now.
He's my very very good and best buddy.
He was really upset just now.

Anyway...
All I can say is the girl is nonsense lah.
Call him to say such lame stuff.
She has zero feelings for other people.
When I heard what he said...
Man... I almost wished I could give this boy a hug.
It almost hurt toooooo much.

Lastly...
I guess.
If Mr. Peach is really gone...
Then let it be.
Either he was just looking out for me all this while.
Or someone told him to stop contact with me.
Or heaven knows what...

Some pictures to end my entry today.
Enjoy!
PS: I miss my JO2 classmates!!! Hope you guys are doing fine! Did any of you guys miss me huh??!! haha!

Loves,
Meiyun
xoxoxoxoxoxo