Monday 11 February 2008
Went to Compro teacher’s house today to “bai nian”
Met up at Kranji MRT control with the class.
Happened to take the same train as Yong Quan.
What a coincidence!
I boarded at Newton and him at Woodlands…
The red line was such a fun ride!!!

The teacher’s house was big.
I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!
She had a dog named Lady!
It was BEAUTIFUL!
Went there ate and gambled…
Lost some $$ lah.
But brought some luck to Jun Sheng and Ryan!
And they still own me dinner!!

Headed over to Marina Square for dinner with Jian Xing, Seok, Winson, Dong Xuan, Ci
Min, Ryan, Stephanie and Fran.
We dined at Changing Appetites!
It was lovely!
For once…
I was full!!!
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I headed home after that cause I was feeling tired already.
And I think the rest went to play arcade…

Tuesday 12 February 2008
Slept till 1.30pm today.
It was a nice feeling to be able to sleep as much as I could.
I haven’t had that kind of feeling for quite some time already.
Studied the whole day.
I’m only left with the last 2 chapters…
I hope the exams will end ASAP.
Then get a job and WORK.
This will help make time go faster…

I was told that he was with some girl.
But she wasn’t sure if it was him.
Oh wells…
Sooner or later it will happen.
I just wish him all the best. (:

As for me…
Things get more complicating as each day passes.
I’m still trying to figure myself out.
Tom once told me that I should enjoy the feeling of being chased.
Cause it’s nice when someone pays attention to you.
Even when it comes to the smallest details.
I’m starting to think it’s not true.
Although it’s supposed to be.
I don’t want him to walk away from me.
Maybe it’s because I pushed him away.
I know I can always take the initiative but I mustn’t.
I guess it’s just one step at a time for now.

Wednesday 13 February 2008
Went for study group today with Seok, Fran and Winson.
It was fruitful for me.
Had lunch with them at KFC
Then studied at Cineleisure Coke Red Lounge.
It was a nice place.

Saw a familiar face from Best Denki on my way home.
He asked me to go back to Best Denki and visit.
I guess I do miss them a little.
So I shall visit them soon.
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Popped by to visit Tom and Kelvin.
Chatted with them for a while then I headed home.

Thursday 14 February 2008
It’s Valentine’s Day today.
Presented my dearest cousin with a bouquet of roses.
I hoped she feels more happier and more loved!!

Valentine’s Day wasn’t that great for me this year.
It basically sucks lah.
For the first time in my life I had to walk down Boat Quay alone.
It was such a horrible feeling.
I celebrated someone’s birthday alongside with Derrick.
But someone actually let me walk to the MRT station alone at night!!
Without insisting to walk me to the MRT station.
It just sucks so much.
I’m going to so ignore someone from today onwards.
I felt so lonely and scared walking down the street.
Trying to figure the way to the MRT station.
And yeah… I almost wanted to cry.

It just SUCKS lah.
My life SUCKS lah.
Everything SUCKS lah.

Mr. Ahem didn’t asked me out at all.
And I left today free in hopes he’ll ask me out.
But nope. He didn’t.
He blew his chance.
This just SUCKS so much.
Disappointment just SUCKS so much.

Friday 15 February 2008
Had EG2 exam today.
It was so-so I guess.
I don’t really wanna say so much about exams.
They’re depressing.

Went to Orchard with Seok, Fran and Winson after that.
We lunched at Swensen’s!!
YUMMY!!
Walked around Takashimaya after that.
Then Winson left to meet his friend.
Fran left shortly after.
Seok and me then walked to Plaza Singapura together.
Such an angel of her to walk with me.
(((((((:
Visited Wei Yi at his roadshow.
We talked for a while then I left for HOME.

I was actually quite sad today.
But when night came.
My mood changed.
Mr. Ahem finally asked me out.
He made me pissed at first but after he asked me out…
My heart soften.
Oh wells…
It’s back to studying and more waiting for who knows what’s going to happen next…

Today!!
Studied today.
Then took a few naps.
But went back to studying after waking up.

Life still sucks lah.
I had a dream last night.
It just sucks so much.
I feel lonely sometimes.
Everything still sucks lah.
But I'm doing okay.
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Some pictures here...
But I'm only putting up some...
I'm too lazy lah.
Maybe next time!

Many loves,
Meiyun
xxoo