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Thursday 17 January 2008
Met up with Nelson today.
Brought him around Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
It was super fun.
Saw some familiar faces.
Visited Kelly at her IT block.
It was fun seeing her hard at work!!

Headed over to Far East Plaza after that with Nelson.
Went to buy XXL Chicken!!
YUMMY!
Jun Ping called me “mei nu”
LOL.
It just made me laugh.
The sms from my lovely Huifen made me smile too. (winks!)
Met up with Wei Yi soon after.

The three of us trooped down to heeren&cineleisure.
We bought the sling bag Wei Yi has been eyeing since Christmas 2007.
And I got my well-deserved backpack.
Shopping makes me feel soooooo much better.
It brings my sadness&rotten mood away.

Seeing the sweet couples all around me…
I just look away.
Knowing that I used to be like them.
Happy in love.
But now.
I’m pretty much alone.
While you’re out there enjoying.
And I’m here wishing/waiting for you. (hints)
I wonder if you ever feel the same way if I do??

Headed over to Changi Airport Terminal 3.
It was SUPER BEAUTIFUL & GORGEOUS!
Everyone should go there.
I’m definitely going back there soon.
It is sooooo spacious.
A very nice environment indeed!
I’ll be there to slack and hang out with my beloved friends! (winks!)
Had dinner at POPEYE’S!!
YUMMY!

Headed home.
And was super tired.
I reached home and collapsed onto the floor.
I was so exhausted!
But I really enjoyed myself!
I can’t wait to go back to Changi Airport Terminal 3.
It’s my favourite now!!!

When I saw the comments left by others/girls,
I just felt so bitter and sour.
Why did things happen so fast.
Are you really willing to just let go of our love that lasted for 9months?
But the fact is that you don’t even love me anymore.
You don’t even miss me when I’m missing you more&more as each day passes.
Babe,
You make me afraid to fall in love with other boys.
But I’ll be glad if you found your happiness.
And I’ll give you my blessings.

I hate to be anybody’s toy.
It sucks.
I’m not someone that people can play with.
Don’t sms for a few days acting like you care.
Then you stop sms’ing me for another few days.
Then after that the whole cycle repeats itself.
I wish you’d stop.
Cause I’m feeling so vulnerable now.

All these troubles…
I keep it inside my tiny heart.
I wish I could share it.
But…
I don’t know who to confide anymore.
Cause it’s so hard to share when they start judging before I can even start.
Everything’s stuffed inside my chest.
I put on a smile even though I don’t want to.
I lie to myself that I’m fine when I know I’m not.
I wish I could fall asleep forever.

Friday 18 January 2008
today is a boring day.
boooooooring.
haha
can't wait for school to end.
(((((((((((((((((:
i just wanna sleep and have some FUN!!

Loves,
Meiyun
xoxo