hi to all...
time to update!!!

21st NOVEMBER 2007
the day i finally turned 18 !!!
received many well wishes!
THANK YOU TO ALL!
went to school in the morning.
school wasn't that boring.
it was quite fun actually.
ended school at 5pm.

my dearest was late.
supposed to fetch me at my school there.
in the end never...
he was only at bedok mrt when i ended school.
grrrr.
i thought it was a prank lor.
but turns out...
he really was late.
so i met him at city hall.
on the train from clementi to city hall...
tears were welling up in my eyes.
but they didn't fall.
cause i refused to...

when i saw him...
i got really angry and pissed lor...
i asked him why he was late...
in my mind i know he will either say
1)help my parents do things
2)overslept
3)forgot the time

then he tell me he help his mum do thing then he was late...
i guess is expected de lor...
all i can say is i dunno how low i should set my expectations for him...
i already can't set so high...
sighh

anyway.
had dinner at Sakae Sushi at The Heeren.
had my favourite chawamushi!!
yummy!!
went to watch Bee Movie after that.
it was a nice movie.
quite meaningful.
headed home after that.


received a phone call from SK.
shocked the hell out of me.
cause when i picked up...
he started singing Happy Birthday to me!
that was really unexpected and sweet!
THANKS SK!! IT WAS GREATLY APPRECIATED.

22nd NOVEMBER 2007
only had comm. toolkit lesson today.
8 to 10am.
headed home after that and saw Seok, Winson and Ryan when i was walking towards busstop.
also saw FELICIA CHIN TOO.
then took picture with her.
then she hugged me cause i was very friendly.
LOL.
it made my day.


went for a job interview at Ubi.
but is gone case lah.
cause need to work 4 days a week.
i can't...
grrr.
i think i holiday then find job ba.
met my dearest after that.
then today...
he didn't send me home...
i'm a bit used to it ba...
going home alone...
sighh.

23rd NOVEMBER 2007
now in school having leture...
so bored...
sighh.
exams coming soon le...
so stressed!!!
later going to meet my dearest.
can't wait to meet him...
lala.

♥meiyun
1 year has gone by her.
this little girl has finally turned 18.
she no longer wants to be a princess.
she doesn't want to live in a fairytale.
cause she knows it will never come true.
she wants to live in reality.
she just wants to be a grown up lady.
no more prince, princess, castle, king, queen and fairytale.
she wants to be a mature grown up lady.
as she looks back at being 17 years old for the past 1 year.
she sees mistakes, regrets yet she's glad she experienced it all.
cause it moulded her to become what she is of today.
a lady thats tough. a lady that wants to be a sunshine! a lady that doesn't shed tears anymore.
without the mistakes, she wouldn't learn.
without the regrets, she would never grow up and never experienced.
yet in all of these.
there was still happines. joy. love.
something that she is glad and grateful for.
with that she bids 17 and her fairytale goodbye.
and welcomes her legal 18, reality, the lady in the making, the grown up her HELLO!!
all these while she tucks away her momories of being in a fairytale.
those are to be tucked somewhere in her memory.
only to come out when reminiscing.
they won't be gone forever.
just to be kept somewhere else until some other time...
until then.
she can only hope that being 18 years old.
will only bring her lovely memories.
and that everything goes well for her.