Thursday, November 08, 2007 10:45 PM

hello.

hmmm.
supposed to go out with some of my classmates today.
but i realized i'm broke...
then felt kinda tired too.
so i cancelled out last minute.
SORRY GUYS!

but i regretted it after Jian Xing called me at 6pm.
and i really wished i went to the outing.
instead of just slacking at home.
sighh.
i'll be smarter next time.

anyway...
dinner last night with my dearest was sweet.
we walked home together after that.
then hanged around my block's void deck for a while...
and we chatted...
we had a very lovely chat.
and a sweet goodbye too.
which ultimately melted my heart. (:

tomorrow...
school.
4 hours.
it'll be easy.
then off to meet my dearest.
we're probably going to catch a movie.
yay!
haha.
i haven't watched a movie in a very long time.

anyway...
last night...
i edited some of my pictures with the program "paint.net"
and here they are...
before and after.


BEFORE AFTER


BEFORE AFTER

insecurities and fears.
something i'm sure everyone can't avoid in their life.
there's something i'm probably afraid of...
but i'm not sure.
if things happen...
i guess you just let them happen.
but i guess one must have full confidence in themselves.
TRUST, BELIEVE, FAITH AND CONFIDENCE.
it's all you need.
it really does work if you voice out your deepest thoughts.
and just bare your heart and soul about how you feel.
cause it really does wonders.
things can really change for the better.
that's what i did. (:
it worked for me.
meiyun