meiyun is tired.
so sleepy.
i'll probably go sleep after this.
i'm emotionally, physically and mentally drained!

today's presentation was hilarious.
and....
my class advisor teacher...
she's hilarious too!

today after school wanted to go eat steamboat with my classmates.
but too little people going.
so it didn't happen.
sighh.

lately...
i've been feeling sad.
my dearest is at a bbq now.
so now i also dunno whether he plans to go school tomorrow.
and whether tomorrow he got plan to meet me mah.
i sound like a CLUELESS girlfriend.
sighh.
don't wanna say anymore.

i thought last night can talk to him on the phone.
but he went 85 eat with wen tao.
by the time he reach home.
he's too tired.
wanted to confide in him about some stuff.
in the end i just told him another time then say lor.
after we hanged up the phone...
i went to sleep.
but couldn't sleep.
actually is very tired de.
but think until can't fall asleep.
i ended up crying myself to sleep.
it was so much easier to fall asleep that way.

also dunno why nowadays the tears fall so easy.
it didn't used to be like this.
on the way home also felt like crying.
cause today alot of things happen actually.
sighh.

tomorrow is IS day!
a relax day for me.
yay!
sighh.

sometimes i wish i didn't live here.
fuck my brother lah.
always complaining so much.
i really wanna run away.
maybe one day i might.
you'll never know.
sighh.
yeah.
i think i'm crazy too.
i've lost sense of myself.
sighh.

♥meiyun