this is how bored i am.
this is how silly i am.
this is how insane my heart is.
this is how much my heart really aches.

i'm so close to tears now.
why??
cause it hurts so bad.
cause imissyou.
cause i miss talking on the phone with you.

i'm not contended with just goodnight on the phone.
i want more.
i wanna chat.
i wanna talk.

i think i'm losing it.
i can't stop my tears from falling.
my eyes are burning.
they hurt so much.
but not as much as the way my heart aches.

i'm so exhausted.
oh wells.
the clock just struck midnight a few minutes ago.
it has been 5 months of happiness with him.
wow!!

sighh.
5.5 hrs more to wake up and prepare for school.
8hrs more to my 1st class tomorrow morning.
sighh.
another 18hrs to meeting him.

hear me say:
i'm tired.
i'm losing everything.
my senses.
my strength.
i'm so weak.
i hate myself.
my heart is so heavy.
it can sink into the deep blue sea.

oh myy!!!
what a negative entry.
sounds kinda emo!!
sighhh.
somone should save me.
someone needs to talk to me on the phone soon.
HINT HINT*
ineedyouherewithme.
imissyoualready.
itshardtonotsayiloveyou.
iwanttosayiloveyou.
butican't.
causeitishardformetogetitoutofmymouth.

mythreewordstoyou:
iloveyou. xoxo