sian.
just came home.
i don't feel good.
i'm listening to sad songs again.
someone should stop me.
they make me think too much.
sad stuff.

i'm going back to school tomorrow for revision.
sian.
wish i could just slack forever.
i just wanna sleep, eat, play.

exams are nearing.
but my head is filled up with thoughts of you.
filled with bad thoughts too.
holiday is the only thing on my mind.
i need to study very hard.
sighh.

mymoodislikecrapnow.
someoneshouldtalktomebeforeilosemycool.
ithinkiamtoostressedout.
someoneshouldbringmetothebeach.
bringmeforawalk.
bringmetoanightoutoffun.
dosomethingcrazy.

went to meet my dear dear today.
he helped me to tie hair.
cute and sweet.
he said i look like a japanese girl.
i wanna spend more time with him.
sighh.

meiyunisbacktofeelingcrazyagain.
ithinkitisbecausesheisfeelinghungry.
shehascravingsformcdonalds.
aburgerorsomenuggets.
mcdeliveryanyone??

thisishowmuchiamthinkingofyou.
causeyouaretheonlythingthatisfillingupmymind.
andireallydothinkaboutyouallthetime.
iwonderifyouknow.
sighh.