i'm home early.
very early.
so early.
i can't believe it.
it makes me want to say.
what the hell am i doing at home...??!!

ok.
so i slept till 1pm today.
then i went to meet my dearest.
had dinner with him.
then he sent me home.
and he's off to tampines.
then i'm here blogging.

so my dearest and i won't be meeting tomorrow. (most likely)
yes.
so last minute information.
what am i supposed to do...??
ohh...
i guess i'll just random call my friend and go out.

can't wait for tuesday.
i'm going shopping with the girls!
yay!
haven't shopped in a very long time.
yes, i'm hinting to everybody to bring me go shopping!!

i just threw my beloved tweety on the floor.
poor tweety.
i didn't mean it.
i guess tweety will forgive me if i hug it to sleep tonight.
that'll do.

sometimes it hurts to hug someone and not get it back.
i finally know how it feels like...
i used to reject away people's hugs, kisses and holding of the hands.
now i know how it feels like.
it feels REJECTED.
i actually feel rejected.
sad....

it's only 0850pm.
and i'm bored.
what's gonna happen to the next few hours...??
won't i die of boredom.
my 7 weeks of holidays sounds like a disaster.
so far there's been little joy.
but tears.
well.
i think i shall stop.
blogging that is.

i feel like walking in the park.
a nice quiet one with my dearest.
he should know.
i don't have to tell him.
i just wanna walk.
who wanna walks with me??
anyone?
someone?
i sound emo.
i shall stop.
i really mean it.
but what am i gonna do when i stop?
....
....
oops.
i realize i have nothing to do.
just rot away i guess.
sighh.
sounds weird.
i wish my holidays could end now.
at least i'll have something to do.
even if it means waking up at 0530am.
i don't really mind now.

ok.
my family's mad at me already.
cause i didn't buy the newspaper.
sighh.
i guess i'll just go down later to 7-11 and buy it.
it's my fault for being so forgetful.

well. until another time i guess.

♥ meiyun < / 3 [the hearts still kinda heartbroken...]