if you see me drinking loads of water,
it's not because i'm thirsty.
it's because of the ulcer in my lip.
it makes my lips feel very dry.

if you see me putting lip balm,
it's not because i'm vain.
it's because of the ulcer in my lip.
it makes my lip dry and cracky.

if you see me being unusually quiet,
it's not because i'm emo or whatever.
it's because of the ulcer in my lip.
i rather not talk. it hurts.


MEIYUN'S TIRED.
stayed up till 0430am to study.
mechanics!!
tomorrow's the day.

woke up at 10am.
intended to watch 7th heaven.
but lazed in bed till 1130am
got up and studied.
lunched around 1pm.

studied somemore
watched some tv.
then dozed off.
woke up and dinnered around 6pm
studied somemore after that.
then here i am.
ONLINE!! BLOGGING!!

gonna do somemore studying later.
bored of it.
can't wait for exams to be over.

sighh.
meiyun has bad dreams lately.
not nightmares.
cause nightmares usually includes monsters.
mine just involve me and humans.
some leave me afraid.
some leave me close to tears.
some made me wish it would never ever happen.

well,
i'm heading off to school early tomorrow morning.
to revise with my classmates.
i think i shall start on FQM after blogging.
then back to mechanics after that.
wish me luck.
*smiles.