waaaahhh...
so long never blog le....
well...
i'm back.
haha
hmmm...
let's see what i've been up to....

hmmm....
friday was the usual.
school....
then home....
then sleep....

yesterday....
went to school.
to do stuff...
went home.
went out again.
fetch dear dear from work.
quarreled on the way home.
went home immediately.
supposed to go walk the pasar malan...
sighh.
reached home.
and slept alot.
sleeping helps.
i guess.

today....
slept till afternoon.
watched tv.
ate alot.
getting fatter.
fetched him from work.
went to his house.
watched National Treasure on tv.
quarreled on the way home.
silence....
went out to buy mac with him
then everything sort of went back to normal.
sighh.

tomorrow.
there's school.
at noon.
phew....
lucky not 8am.
i'd faint.
meeting him after that.
go walk pasar malan.

perhaps going to town on friday.
go shopping.
buy stuff.
if i have the money.
sighh.
3 weeks of school left.
then another 2 weeks of exams.
then finally 7 weeks of HOLIDAY!!
may the time pass quickly.

bored now.
hoping to have something to do.
sighh.

lately been feeling kinda down.
a lot of things on my mind.
school
project
homework
exam.
him.
my heartache.

it hurts i guess.
sometimes it feels like too much.
i feel awful inside.
if only you knew.
i feel like you have changed from the past.
not so caring anymore.
i wish you'd ask me how my day was.
i wish you'd talk on the phone with me.
i wish you'd stay up the night with me.
i wish you wouldn't make me feel this way.
i wish you'd understand.
i wish you knew......

when i heard what happened to her today...
i felt sad.
for her...
my heart ached a little.
it brought back some memories.
painful.
and awful.
let the heart ache....