i'm so tired....
wanna sleep so badly...
but so many things to do.
and my scheldule is sooooooo tight. =(

last night was a horrible night.
i sms HIM.
i told HIM i felt so horrible inside.
that i wished HE was with me.
then i had a bad dream.

i thought the next morning when HE saw the message
HE will show concern for me.
ask me what's wrong and blah blah blah.
but HE NEVER!!!
it was like i didn't even send the sms to him.

i felt so sad.
disappointed.
it was like he didn't care.
what the hell man....!!!
i wanted to tell him badly how i felt inside.
how a INSECURE BITCH I AM.
i can't stand the fact that there's a girl picture in his phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how UGLY i felt.
i thought i never had to feel this way anymore....
but it still happened....

sighh...
today went to school.
had 1hr lesson then 3hr break till 2pm.
went to eat at canteen 1.
wanted to go outside eat.
but the WEATHER...
it ruined everything.
there were puddles on the floor.
my shoe got WET!!
went to library with my friends to watch movie.
we watch bring it on. the sequel to the 1st one.
quite nice actually.

went for lessons.
had extra revision with teacher.
got to meet him at 10am on monday for more revision.
next week i'm gonna be soooo busy with revision.
sighh....

sunday got class gathering.
then meet my kor at eunos mrt.
we go there together.
actually i don't feel like going.
cause i wanna study at home.
cause monday got test.
but never mind.
go out and have some fun and relaxation.
ENJOY!!!

alrights.
shall update another day.
i dun feel that happy today.
just really DOWN.