just got home....
my wardrobe and dressing table has arrived!!
they look gorgeous!!
i'm loving it so much.

had a talk with my cousin.
it was the usual stuff that we talk...
i sort of felt really bad for someone....
cause all this time i was sort of.............
oh man.... why didn't anyone point it out to me??

sighh....
not in a fabulous mood now.
why??
cause..... it's so hard to explain.
sighh

sometimes when i look at you
you seem like you're miles away.
i ask you what's wrong, what you're thinking.
you tell me it's nothing.......
you tell me not to worry....
but how can i not worry.
if i don't worry, what kind of girlfriend am i??
sighh.
i'm just feeling so worried now, scared, (disappointed??) and sad.
would you tell me you're here for me??
cause i really need someone now...
i never felt this way in such a long time already....
so why now??????? sighh.
will you let me see you through this journey.....??
i love you. can you feel me here with you?? i'm still me.....