Wednesday, May 09, 2007 9:57 PM

sian~~
today i slept at train...
then missed my stop...
when i wake up i at jurong east le....
then bo bian lor...
u-turn go back clementi....
sighh....

lessons were as usual...
but i keep dozing off in class...
too bored le...
then i made stupid faces to my friends...
haha. they just kept laughing....
am i retarded?? sighh....

after school i went to do project with wan ying and jian xing.
we laugh and joke a lot.
cause jian xing very tall and me and wan ying is very short...
haha.

after that i rushed to bugis to meet my dear dear...
we went to walk around...
then makan at kfc.
i think i about to grow fatter le.... =(

sighh...
now i feeling a bit sad...
a bit upset....
with myself...??
maybe what she said was true bahx....
sighh....
i feel really damn helpless, hopeless, shit, lost..........
sighh.....
won't you tell me everything there's for me to know??
My strength is drifting away
My body's aching with pain
I can't hold on
I can't hold on any longer

you and i didn't do something today...... =(
it hurts my heart.... i feel disappointed.... in me??

alrights...
shall update another time....