update time le..............

i'm a broke child le...
last saturday went shopping!!
spend sooooo much money
oh my goodness.....
bought shirts, skirt, jeans and stuff....
i think total up i spent around $150++
and i ate a lot too!!
i had a lot of fun with jane and huifen!!
but sorry dearest jane i had to leave you to go home alone....

this morning i felt a little scared/disappointed....
cause someone called me while DRUNK!!
never mind that i was in the middle of zzzzzzzzzzz at 6.30AM
but he sounded like he was gonna puke....
and i got scared cause all the bad memories of my family came back...
i just prayed hard that he didn't puke while talking on the phone with me...
cause i would be very scared....
i just hoped i didn't cause him to drink so much...
i will feel horrible.....

can't wait for thursday to come....
can off le.... then can go class gathering....
hehe. then saturday off again...
then go buy stuff.... wanna buy jacket, bag and more clothes...
haha.
i'm going to be more broke then i already am...
but going to get my pay soon le....!!!

my school is about to start soon le....
can't wait...
can make new friends....
and can study....
i kind of miss studying a little...
but a part of me is afraid of school!!! will we drift apart??
my heart is with you. i can't take it back and i won't. i want to give you my all, my everything...

alrights.
shall update another time...
can you tell me this is real? that i'm not dreaming?? i think i don't make sense.....