omg....
i think my blog is rotting!!!
time for some update!!

i'm falling sick!!!
sore throat until i can't talk le...
cause i no voice le...
then head a bit pain...
and i also suspect i got fever....
but nvm....

my job i have already switched to part time le....
no more opening le...
only once in a week!! yay!!

this week has been HELL for me...
i broke down quite a lot...
for HIM, i sacrifice so much...
i let myself go through so much just to be with him...
my thinking is really very simple...
i just want to love him, be with him.... that's all...
only that it would require so much pain and suffering...

sighh.... my mom knows that i have a....
then she's making a lot of noise now...
why must she do that...
just when i really love him so much..

sighh...
anyway....
today both me and him had off day!!
then we went to watch movie in the afternoon...
after that went to his house...
i watch him play cards with his sister...
then i fell asleep cause i really very tired....
then had dinner with his parents....
i really admire how the entire family can all sit down and have a meal...
the last time my family had that was ages ago....
i can't even remember when...

tomorrow i also off then also dunno what i should do...
he say i should stay home and rest....
see first bahx...
okie... shall update some other time...