they say today will be a better day then yesterday.
well... today was worse then yesterday.
tomorrow might be twice as worse compared to today.

i didn't have enough time to check for errors in my english paper 1.
i thought i could cry.
physics was horrible.
should have done radioactivity question.
yes. i am blind.
herman said that question give 6 marks to us.
yes i think i'm gonna fail my combined science.
i went home feeling lonely, scared and a very lousy mood.
i thought i could cry a buckload of tears.
it didn't help much that no one was home.

really hate coming home nowadays.
my family members aren't treatin me very well.
i'll take it all quietly.
i contemplated running away from home after my Os
maybe i'll rent a small room of my own.
and live by myself.
maybe i'll be happier.
no difference anyway.
i think i'll stay outdoors till as late as i can.
i don't really like home anyway.
not anymore.

school seems to be getting lonelier.
like i'm searching high and low for all my friends.
but i never seem to find them.
maybe i'm too slow.

graduation night is on 21 nov.
how fast...!!
the theme is hilarious.
hearts of asia.
excuse me. i hate to ask this. but what kind of theme is that??!!
and it's at this balestier road.
i doubt my mom is gonna give me much $$ to spend.
apparantly she seems broke.

talked on the phone with michel last night.
it was fun.
so easy to be myself.
we laughed like mad.
apparntly i'm the friendly witch
and he's my friendly devil.
we have a friend called casper the friendly ghost!!
maybe we'll talk tonight. haha.
he called me around 12.40 this afternoon.
to see how i did. it was fun.
talking on the phone in the toilet.

i feel cheated. i'm a foolish little girl. i think i'll run away from you. you scare me sometimes.
my thoughts are choking me as reality overcomes me.