Sunday, October 15, 2006 4:23 PM

horrible day today.
didn't sleep well last night.
kept tossing and turning.

just studied my biology.
i guess i will be studying all day today till my Os are over.
no more going out.
no more wasting time chit chatting too.
i gonna be a 100% NERD.

i really hated myself last night.
how could i ever think that way.
i wish i could stop giving myself false hope.
i don't want to get disappointed anyway.

to my dearest cousin, let's all FOCUS on our Os and throw away our problems. =)
study hard first k. so sorry i keep telling you study all the time last night.