Saturday, September 30, 2006 11:40 AM

wow.
last night sleep quite early
then i had a VERY GOOD NIGHT REST
FINALLY!!
i definately look much better today!! =) =)

but then i woke up around 4++am feeling scared.
cause i kind of dreamt about what happened in class lately.
then i almost cried. but i didn't.
so i called my dear to chat for a while.

supposed to go out today but i really no mood.
so i just told my friends i am staying home to study.
how silly am i.

just now kind of argued with my mom again.
now more no mood to do anything. =( =(

i really feel very scared nowadays.
how??
so afraid of so many things....
wanted to cry so much
but told myself strong girls don't cry...
i'm such a liar to myself...
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