Sunday, September 17, 2006 7:49 PM

so sian of studying le...
spent 3hrs locked in my room to study my physics.
i'm not even sure whether anything really went in...
i feel like a nerd!!
it seems like i'm the only person in this family that has a book up her nose at every single minute...
i even have my F&N textbook with me now....
sighh...
1 week and all this cramming will be over...
just the real O levels left to go...

i'm suffering from the MOST TERRIBLE flu ever.
i've been sneezing all day. =(
i want to breathe badly!!

i can't forget what happened.
they used to be sad memories.
but now.
they cheer me up.
especially when i'm lonely.
it brings a smile to my face.
it was the best three weeks of my life.

i feel like the worst girlfriend ever.
you tell me not to feel this way.
deep down in my heart, i know it's true.
i'm such a horrible person.
i'm not worth your tears.
am i even worthy for you??
am i really the one you want??
if i'm not the one, just tell me honestly.
i can take it...
i will let you go.

there are some things i just can't forget.
never have and never will.
i have only remembered the most memorable times.
90% of it is gone.
let me keep the remainding 10.
for old times sake.

i miss you
but i can't tell you.
when can i see you again??
i can only hear you...
but it seems lesser and lesser.
shorter and shorter.
and i feel lonelier then ever.