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Sunday, September 17, 2006 7:49 PM so sian of studying le... spent 3hrs locked in my room to study my physics. i'm not even sure whether anything really went in... i feel like a nerd!! it seems like i'm the only person in this family that has a book up her nose at every single minute... i even have my F&N textbook with me now.... sighh... 1 week and all this cramming will be over... just the real O levels left to go... i'm suffering from the MOST TERRIBLE flu ever. i've been sneezing all day. =( i want to breathe badly!! i can't forget what happened. they used to be sad memories. but now. they cheer me up. especially when i'm lonely. it brings a smile to my face. it was the best three weeks of my life. i feel like the worst girlfriend ever. you tell me not to feel this way. deep down in my heart, i know it's true. i'm such a horrible person. i'm not worth your tears. am i even worthy for you?? am i really the one you want?? if i'm not the one, just tell me honestly. i can take it... i will let you go. there are some things i just can't forget. never have and never will. i have only remembered the most memorable times. 90% of it is gone. let me keep the remainding 10. for old times sake. i miss you but i can't tell you. when can i see you again?? i can only hear you... but it seems lesser and lesser. shorter and shorter. and i feel lonelier then ever. |
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