so long never blog le!!
now at dear's house to do all my stuff on the internet.
my house the internet down le...
so very bored at home sometimes...
my scv cable also down. aargh!!! =(

actually i did a lot of thinking lah lately...
wanna let someone know that i'm kinda sorry.
i shouldn't want you to feel lonely...
i know how it feels, thinking back about it.
it feels terrible and awful.
sighh. i never want to feel it...
so yupp, i'm sorry.
it was a bad thought. a very BAD thought!!!

can i say i am confused now too!!
wahaha.
so many people are popping up!!!
and i wonder why...............

me and wei lee messaged a little
i think we were kinda funny and cute!!
i was so glad i managed to catch up with him on teacher's day...

someone else also messaged me.
very shocked lor.
i thought that person would hate me by now!!
but oh at least we're sorta like friends.

i have been getting weird dreams too!!
some made me wonder like mad... like there's some hint behind the dream...
some of those dreams made me scared.

i feel like a very awful person lately...
i'm not saying why.
but it made me feel horrible.
like i am the bad person now!!
sighh...

there's a movie i must recommend to everybody.
THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA
it's soooo GOOD
it's the movie of the year....

this morning i went studying with Kenny, Huifen, Jacky and this other guy.
i think his name was kelvin... but i'm not sure.
all of a sudden i'm so hardworkin eh!!??
i need to ace my prelims.
to prove to my family that i can study!!!

my mum...
sighh...
i feel very upset of her recent actions towards me...
she doesn't believe me!!!
she wouldn't believe i cut my hair...
i feel sad about it.
it's like she doesn't notice things.
only my brother notices things in my life.
that's cool!!

i wish i could have things my way.
for things to be simple.
for time to stop.
even better to turn back time.
so that i didn't tell you some personal stuff.
so that we could still be friends.
for me to put all the wrong things right again...