sighh...
just went to bugis with my dear.
went to watch John Tucker Must Die.
quite nice.
after watching, i realize, it's just best to be yourself... =)

we took bus to bedok interchange.
but the bus ride was super long!!
i kinda got bored lor.
wanted to get out and just take a cab home.
eventually we took a cab to my house.
actually i wanted to be alone in the cab so that i can think properly...
but i couldn't just leave my dear at the bus stop.
so during the cab ride, i just kept quiet and think a lot lor...
i remember being in a cab so worried cause you were in the hospital.... but now, we seem like enemies...

today my mood quite bad lor.
i know it very well...
my mom was so nice to let me just laze in bed till 1plus even though i was already awake an hour ago...

i feel ugly.
i feel sad.
i feel like crying cause i haven't cried for quite some time.
maybe i'll feel better.
i can sense you are giving up on me.
on my stupid attitude and crazy mood swings...
but i understand...
things just doesn't look so rosy anymore...
i think you look at me like i'm a stranger now.

i want to go shopping!!!
buy shoes!!!
shopping will do me some good therapy!! =)

*sorry Dear for my crappy mood lately...

[[the men never get it]]