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Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:36 PM yesterday was the WORST DAY EVER!! sighh. i think i am having a mental breakdown. i teared so much when i reached home yesterday afternoon. i feel like i'm doing everything wrong and i am never doing anything right. why are things so complicated. why did your words hurt so much. do you know how i felt when i saw those words. i broke down. schoolwork is already driving me nuts!! i am so behind time. i don't need you to make things worse. i just want more time... will time stop for me so that i can catch up with everyone...?? why is everything going wrong for me....?? there are still times where my heart still feels empty. still a little heavy. can't help feeling lonely at times. a little lost too... luckily there was a chocolate cake my mum bought for me. it made me feel so much better!! my guilty pleasure in life i finally finished my list of questions that i don't have answers to... it's 1 page long. no one will get to see it unless you have a very good reason why i should let you see it.. luckily, today was better... i had my presentation. it went ok. i panicked a little though... haha. i have a very busy week nowadays. now you should know why i say i need time to stop solely for me... something has happened to someone. all i can say is hahah!! now you will know how loneliness feels... i'm not naming anyone though!!! wahahah. i feel that someone is quite cocky lately!! i'm not saying who lah!! i see le i a bit don't like lah.... haha. i will stop blogging here lah... nothing to say le!!! haha |
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