Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:36 PM

yesterday was the WORST DAY EVER!!
sighh.
i think i am having a mental breakdown.
i teared so much when i reached home yesterday afternoon.
i feel like i'm doing everything wrong
and i am never doing anything right.
why are things so complicated.
why did your words hurt so much.
do you know how i felt when i saw those words.
i broke down.
schoolwork is already driving me nuts!!
i am so behind time.
i don't need you to make things worse.
i just want more time...
will time stop for me so that i can catch up with everyone...??
why is everything going wrong for me....??

there are still times where my heart still feels empty.
still a little heavy.
can't help feeling lonely at times.
a little lost too...

luckily there was a chocolate cake my mum bought for me.
it made me feel so much better!!
my guilty pleasure in life

i finally finished my list of questions that i don't have answers to...
it's 1 page long.
no one will get to see it
unless you have a very good reason why i should let you see it..

luckily, today was better...
i had my presentation.
it went ok.
i panicked a little though... haha.

i have a very busy week nowadays.
now you should know why i say i need time to stop solely for me...

something has happened to someone.
all i can say is hahah!!
now you will know how loneliness feels...
i'm not naming anyone though!!! wahahah.

i feel that someone is quite cocky lately!!
i'm not saying who lah!!
i see le i a bit don't like lah....

haha.
i will stop blogging here lah...
nothing to say le!!! haha