Yupp, life is a bitch to me today. =( i dunno why i feel like this today. he didn't call last night and i felt really lonely and empty. till now, we haven't contacted yet. the feeling of emptiness is crawling back. i hate that!!! i thought you were my fairytale... sighh.

maybe it's time to move on. maybe i shouldn't hold on too tight or expect too much. then perhaps it wouldn't hurt so much. i would save myself so much from all the sadness i know i will expect if i get disappointed from him... i feel retarded now...

time pass so fast. going to be thursday already... i am so scared of friday. the chinese O level results might be out. i think i am gonna cry if i pass or fail either way... wish me luck. haha. better have enough rest before the BIG day!!! =p