I feel like a fool.
Act like one too!!
i prayed on the bus and in class during the morning for everybody's O level results.

got back my bio test results. 9/10!! my mouth was wide open!!
i was sure i would fail!!

i got back my O level chinese results.
A B4!! with MERIT for my oral!!
no amount of words can express how shock i am!!
i actually cried a little.
how silly and foolish am i??!!
i'm probably the only girl who cried of happiness!!! =D

however. bad things do happen too.
HE didn't do so well.
my heart ached for him. it sure hurts.
but i'm sure he will do well when he retakes it... =)

after that has happened, i ask for nothing much from him.
not even a silly little title.
i just want him to be happy. nothing more.
but i long for his care, concern and love.
yet i don't want much from him for fear of disappointment.
i'm already happy with how things are. not even a little grumble.

when i was collecting my results
i longed to go up to a certain someone to wish him luck.
but i couldn't.
he would never want to talk to me in his entire lifetime after what has happened between us.
but i'm sure he did well.
Ignorance is bliss i guess.