sighh.... it has been such a long day for me... i feel a little sad, relieved and probably a hundred thousand other kinds of feelings... today, sk broke up with huifen... i feel so sad for both of them cos they were so sweet with each other... but i guess all good things come to an end sooner or later.

sometimes i do wish that i can be with HIM. but it's impossible i guess. he probably doesn't like me at all. maybe he's just treating me nice. today while he was eating his western food, i watched how he ate. so cute i guess, like little boy boy!! at times i guess i wish i could go out and reach out for his hand and hold it but i wouldn't cos he'll probably think i am crazy to do that. i know of the many bad stuff he does. but i guess i don't mind that much probably just a little. i like HIM for who he is and not what he does. sighh.

sometimes i do wonder what i have gotten myself into. after my previous relationship, i told myself to stay away from love but i have no clue what has happened this time round... i guess i was touched. haha. i know i face some objections from people but i am like really helpless and confused.

to my best friend, i am really sorry i kept these stuff from you. i was afraid you would hate and stuff. but i promise to tell you everything from now onwards!! no more secrets... pls forgive me.

i also passed my bio test. that made me really happy cos i thought i would fail. i got 21/30. cool huh. i hope i do that well for my physics too... =D