sigh... today i feel so sad and troubled. my mom still hasn't said anything... other than that, i met Michel today. we went to bedok mcdonald and makan. he was so nice. he taught me my physics. haha. he wrote me a postcard too... just like what serene did.

on my way home, i passed by the void deck which had chairs and table. all of a sudden, i started to miss HIM. i could almost visualise the time we spent there together last night. i feel that time is so short. i hope i get to see him more often. i hope that the feeling that i have when i am with him does not disappear... the feeling of being happy!! =) the feeling of forgetting the past and just enjoying the moments with him...

tomorrow i will be meeting Fiona. i wonder whether it is time i told her the truth about my feelings towards HIM.....??!! after all we have been best friends for almost 9 years. will she understand how i feel?? will she accept the facts?? will she look at me differently....??? =(